CHAPTER 5

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Grayson's POV 

For the whole school day I stayed away from y/n as much as possible. Everytime I saw her my heart started to pound like crazy, honestly it doesn't add up. I haven't even known her for a week yet but it's like she takes my breath away. As soon as I got home I ran up to Ethan's room. "What the fuck man?!" I said, pushing him out the chair he was in. He got up and looked at me like I was crazy "What gray? What's wrong with you? And whatever it is can it hurry up? I have a date with Abby in about 20minutes." He said as he walked past me, down the steps. Of course he has a fucking date. "No man why'd you tell people about me and y/n?" I said, following him down the steps. He walked in the kitchen and shrugged "dude, since when does it matter? Grayson Dolan ? School player ? Cmon man it's what you're known  for . He walked past me , tapping my shoulder. "Relax gray, we don't want y/n being another marissa do we?" Then he walked out the door "by the way, I'm taking the car!" He shouted before shutting the door behind him. My blood starting boiling. Fuck him for bringing up marissa. I quickly ran upstairs and into the bathroom, grabbing my pills, I swallowed two. I went into my room and layed down on the bed. Forget about marissa, forget about her Grayson. God dammit these pills aren't fucking working. 

As much as I tried I couldn't help but remember her. And what she did that night.

                                                                    Flashback. 

 Marissa and I have been together for a year now, today is actually our one year anniversary. I've decided that I really don't wanna spend my life with anyone else. Yes we're in high school but damn I love her. Today I'm giving her a promise ring. I pulled up to her house. I didn't tell her I was coming cause I really want it to be a surprise, and her parents are out for the weekend so really there isn't a better time than now. I unlocked the door with the spare key she gave me, I walk inside and upstairs into her room, I see marissa. But she's not alone. She's with a guy, on top of him actually. With no clothes, she's riding him while his hands are on her waist. What the fuck. That's my job. I honestly don't know what just ticked in me. I dropped the ring and ran over to them. I grabbed marissa by her hair and threw her on the floor. More anger filled In me, I looked at the guy and wrapped my hands around his throat. I started to choke him, and I watched as color slowly left his face and his body stopped moving. The only thing I heard was marissa in the background urging for me to stop. Once I was sure he was dead I turned around and looked at marissa, tears were streaming down her face and fear filled her eyes. She was saying things to me but I didn't hear it. All I heard was in the back of my head was kill her . So that's what I was started do. I went downstairs and grabbed a knife from her kitchen, I soon went back upstairs to see marissa trying to escape out the window. I chuckled at her attempt, which got her attention. She turned around and looked at me "please.." I heard her whisper. But I ignored it. I ran up , grabbing her by the throat and slammed her against the wall, I took the knife from my other hand and stabbed her in the stomach multiple times. Then I dropped her on the floor. She was still alive, but I knew she was gonna die very soon. I took the ring from off the floor and walked up to her, slipping it on her finger "happy one year slut." I said before picking the knife back up and walking out. If I can't have her. No one can. 

                                                                             End of flashback.

No one knows about that night except for Ethan. As soon as I told him he suggested calling the police on me. But he didn't. Instead he told our parents some excuse and we moved from Ohio to California. I never got caught and really I don't want to. Every school I've been to in California all I've done is play girls. Sex is great, I'm not complaining. But damn y/n. I don't know why but 8 want her so badly. But I can't have her. I'll hurt her. She needs to stay away from me. I'm dangerous. Too dangerous. 

And before I knew it , I fell asleep.

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ALOHAAAA!! this chapter was intesnse Ik 💀🤷‍♀️ But we learned a lot about this Grayson didn't we 🤔


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