The Rebel

Chapter 4

-Alexa-

The days went so fast and now here I am, waiting for Trevor to come down with everything he needs to bring in LA. I was so upset that he really needs to leave right now. I dont know what will happen when he leave me. He told me that I can take care of the frat house because in the first place, it was his frat house. According to him, I can throw parties if I ever want to but that's not what I want. I want him with me in each day I really need him the most. Network connection cannot make my day for him. I need his touch, his presence and his scent. I need him, only him.

"Sah?" he called me and I was snapped out of my emotional thoughts.

"Yeah?" I sniffled. I didnt realized I was crying when I was thinking of those things.

"Let's go." he breathed hesitantly while holding a luggage on his back with his right hand and a bag on his left. He was wearing a brown beanie, black converse, tight jeans, his usual shirt and a black coat.

I stood up, pretentiously angered on him while grabbing the keys then he dropped the things he was holding and I heard a loud metal thud on the cold cement.

I felt strong scribble arms on my body, tugging me backwards to his rising and falling chest. He nuzzle his face on the crook of my neck while I felt hot tears strolling and burning on it. I was just standing and crying silently while he was holding me. I cant seem to move and my hands were gripping tightly on the keys I have on my hand. I bit my bottom lip, making myself to stop what Trevor was doing right now in my neck;crying. I stayed silent for a long time until he removed his strong arms on my body.

I was still stood frozen, unable to make any of my first move. He grab my forearms to make me face him. I was turned around with my head bowed down. He placed his hand on my chin and lift my face up to catch his deep blue eyes that has tears. All I can see was pain in his eyes.

"I will still love you even if I am far away from you. If I come back, we will get married and have our children. We will have our own life in California." his lips quivered while saying each words and I felt pity on both of us. He really doesnt want to leave me but he needs to even if I dont want to.

"Stop." I said and I turned my back to him, making my way to the door and get out.

He was hot on my heels when I reached the car. He load the trunk with his luggage and backpack. After a while, I spoke up when I saw my Valyne's car on the street. Trudy came down from her car and walk towards my direction.

"Trudy will bring you at the airport. I have things to sort out with Valyne. Enjoy LA." I said while handing Trudy his car keys and Trevor was left jaw dropped.

"What?" was all he said and I jogged towards Valyne's car.

He didnt followed me but his eyes did. They were glossy and tears starts to fall from it. He slam his wrist on the wall to his anger. To my surprise, I was about to go out and apologize to him but Trudy already got him inside.

"Alexa," Valyne called and I started to cry on my hands.

"What did I just do?" I mumbled.

Instead if answering, she enveloped her arms on my body while I am crying.

"You set him free. That's what you did." she said while rubbing my back and going straight to my hair.

"I didnt just did that. I hurted him, emotionally." I cried.

"Shhh." she shushed me and I kept on crying.

"Let's go at Jonnelle's flat." she said as I pulled away and wipe the tears that stained my cheeks.