Losin' Control

A/n

Lmao this is my first chapter so cut me some slack...

I'm starting another book off with an author's note. Deal with it lol.

*SHORT STORY* For those who don't know my baby daddy Russ, he's... how do I describe Russ? He's the Italian Drake, but more woke. He does get the job done and get your ass your feelings. He's also what I look for in a white boy lol (long hair, beard, swagged out). Ion know If I wanna call it BWWM yet because I'm convinced baby daddy is mixed with something else but it's probably his tan and he's from down south where sun shines brighter.

This book was definitely inspired by his song "Losin Control", hence the title. I had a very bad ear worm when I discovered this song on Spotify. I definitely kept that bitch on loop. Don't judge me. I kind of chose this route because the song is touching af. It has a different approach than any one of my other stories. It's definitely more vulnerable, but I will break out my goofiness every once in a while.

This story would probably have you in your feels too. If you watched the video in the mm (I highly recommend), I wouldn't go as far as to making anyone commit suicide. I promise. I really don't want to go there because that's a touchy subject for me to write about, but there is some abuse in here. I'll have "Trigger warning" at the beginning of the chapter to warn you. If you aren't comfortable with abuse, then I really wouldn't recommend you to read this.

Also, I have no clue if I want to put smut in here. Yall know that my smut writing isn't 100%, but I do try. I'm just a little awkward. I might keep it very mild and hint at it though.

Otherwise, enjoy...❤️
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Characters

Russ Vitale as Trent Ricci

Raye Boyce as Blake Thompson

Alessia Cara as Kaylin Ricci

Lmao I post the real chapter after my run lol