I'm Begging You, Please

Falling

Autumn's POV

I wake up to the smell of breakfast being made. So I get up and make my way upstairs.

"Good morning sleepy head."

"Good morning, Samuel."

He glares at me and I laugh.

I walk up and hug him from behind and move in sync with him.

"What's up with you?"

He giggles and turns around to look at me.

"I'm tired haha. What's up with youuu?"

I feel Sammy hold my head against his chest. This felt so perfect. It almost felt, right.

"Autumn,"

"Yeah?"

"I still, like you."

I take a gulp.

"Sam,"

"I really want to be with you. It feels so right and so perfect."

"Sam, I want this. I love everything about this. I just, I am so scared to lose you as my best friend. I love you, and I really mean that."

I see his eyes begin tearing up as mine begin doing the same.

He's holding my cheeks as I hold his wrists and stare him in the eyes. This time we both lean in to kiss.

"It's okay."

More tears roll down my cheeks. He wipes them away.

"Autumn, you're so perfect. And you deserve to be happy. Even if it's not with me. I will always be here for you. But not as a rebound. I want what's best for you and I want to protect you."

"Thank you, and thank you for everything."

I kiss him on the cheek and wipe away any excess tears on his face and mine. After that we sit down for a quiet breakfast.

As we eat, I sit and ponder about how I was going to fix things between Jack and I. But at the same time I feel really bad for how I let Sammy down. I just truly don't want things to get ruined between the both of us. I love him to death and everything, but he means too much to me to lose him.

I pick up my plate and wash it.

"Thank you for breakfast Sam."

He smirks at me. And I run upstairs to get ready.

* * *

Me: Jack, can we please talk?

No reply.

Me: Please :/

Still nothing. I grab my keys and drive over to Johnson's.

I knock and wait for someone to answer the door. A tired Cameron happens to.

"What are you doing?"

"I came over to hang out with you guys. Where's Johnson?"

I say making my way into the house.

"He's up in his room sleeping still."

"Thanks."

I run upstairs to Johnson's room and open his door. I see him fast asleep. Haha he looks like a cute little baby. But not for long. I run over to his bed and begin bouncing the bed up and down.

"Wakey, wakey!!"

He groans and slaps my leg.

"Whyyyy-uh!?"