arranged marriage [sugaxyou]

bad dream...

[Yoongi's pov]

I leaned closer to lee so, I wanted to kiss her so badly...she walked leaned back, that's when I stopped and walked away from her and over to the bed sitting down and leaving a long sigh..... 'Idiot..' I repeated in my head "are you ok yoongi?" Lee so asked and I looked up at her with a smile "yea everything is fine!" She then sat down next to me and smiles "alright, let's enjoy our stay " I nodded and hold her hand she did the same and smiled at me

                              -time skip-

Lee so and I came back from a long walk in the beach it was time for bed and we were getting ready to sleep, she was reading some kind of book while I was on my phone playing some random game "hey yoongi let's sleep its getting late" she said and I nodded leaving my phone on the table lamp and getting comfortable in bed she also did and I turned the lights off.

"goodnight lee so" I told her "goodnight yoongi" I drifted to sleep....

~inside yoongi's dream~

I was walking around the beach looking around until I saw lee so with another guy.. I ran over to her and grabbed her shoulder making her face me "why are you with him!" I raised my voice at her "oh, yoongi I never liked you I just pretended so that my parents would be happy~" she said with a smirk "your useless, your pathetic, your a loner, your no one!" She screamed right at my face "n-no..." I fell on my knees hugging myself and the words just kept on repeating on my mind 'pathetic, loner, useless, no one' I fell into a deep hole.....

~end of nightmare~

I woke up and looked around sweating from the nightmare I just had, I looked to my side and there she was sound asleep I sighed in relief and sat up turning on the one light lamp I had besides my side of the bed, I looked at my palms 'pathetic, loner, useless, no one' they kept on repeating in my head I didnt like them so I said to myself "stop....stop...." But it wouldn't stop 'pathetic, loner, loser, useless, no one'  I tried to shake it off but then "STOP!" I screamed to myself  lee so woke up and looked at me "what? Are you ok yoongi?"  She tried to calmed me down but it didn't work, I hugged her immediately and she hugged me back "shh... Its ok I'm here.." She kept repeating to calm me down I just hugged her and said the 3 words I wanted to let out "don't leave me...."

[Your pov]

"Dont leave me...." Does words made me feel guilty for not loving him enough I hugged him back tightly "I'll never leave you yoongi...After all you are my husband" I smiled and played with his hair trying to comfort him,

-few minutes later-

everything was peaceful...I was hugging yoongi while he was hugging me I loved his warmth it felt like I was hugging a teddy bear!..."Lee so..." Yoongi said and I played with his hair "yes?" I said trying to sound calm "do you think I'm pathetic?..." I didnt say anything and just smiled "no, I don't think your pathetic, I think your awesome and cute" the sounded like he wanted to say something and he did "I'm not cute I got swag" I giggled and smiled "yea sure if you call swag cute" he chuckled and pulled me closer I smiled and closed my eyes "goodnight yoongi..." "Goodnight my love" I smiled and drifted off to sleep..

-10am-

I woke up and looked around there was no yoongi, everything was silent no faucet running not even the shower....
I got up and did my morning rutine, I wore a black plain shirt with some shorts and converse I straighten my hair and put a bobby pin with a flower just to take my left bangs off my face, as usual I grabbed my phone and looked through my phone, no calls from yoongi.
I wonder were he was...I decided to call him at the second ring he answered "hello, this I min yoongi how can I help you?" He sounded like he worked at a fast food restaurant I giggled "hey yoongi were are you??" I asked him looking out the balcony "ah sorry honey I came to a nearby store to buy you some kimchi" he sounded so guilty "ah its fine just leave me a note or something next time" I giggled "will do! And don't worry I'll be in the hotel in about 6 minutes!"
I agreed and we both hung up I love it when he is so kind and cute I'm just proud that I accepted his feeling and the feeling I had for him....

-time skip-

Yoongi came back and with some kimchi and Kimbap I love these two dishes I'm a lucky woman! "Come on dig in stop staring at the food!" Yoongi said chuckling i nodded and started to eat, oh my namjesus its like I'm in heaven! I do love some kimchi and kimbap! "Hey leave some for me!" He started to pout I chuckled and gave him some its cute when he pouts

Hello my bunnies I'm sorry I haven't been updating but I was trying to make this chapter interesting I promise another chapter will be done for sunday!!! Hope you enjoy this!! Cya later my bunnies!!🐰🐰

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01/19/18