Chapter 19

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Luhans POV

"BYUN BAEKHYUN AND KIM JONGDAE WOULD YOU HURRY UP GETTIN READY I NEED TO GO PEE"
I yelled and banged on the bathroom door.

"YOU CAN WAIT LUHAN HYUNG" they both yelled back.

Aish, these 2 are really annoying.
I decided to go use Sam's bathroom.
I knocked on her door.

"Come in" - Sam

"Hey can I use you're bathroom? Baekhyun and Chen are not hurrying up and I badly need to pee"

"Sure, go for it"

I walked in her room and went inside the bathroom. Once I finished going to the toilet I washed my hands and I was about to walk out of the bathroom until I noticed something. I walked over to the corner where I saw shorts and a shirt covered with blood stains. I then looked back at the sink and notice there was some blood on the sink.

"No.........she couldn't have" I said to my self

Is she self harming? I looked in the shower and there was blood on the shower floor. I opened her cupboard and there I saw a razor. Come to think of it she was wearing long sleeved.

I walked out of the room and stood there staring at her. Her eyes focused on the clothes I was holding.

"Please tell me you're not self harming"

She didn't answer and just stared at me.

"SAM!" I yelled, I walked up to her and grabbed her wrist.

"AH!" she flinched in pain.

I pulled her sleeves up and it revealed a bandage. I grabbed her other wrist and did the same and it revealed another bandage.

"Why are you doing this?"

She explained to me what happened, about the recordin saying she used Xiumin.

"If you didn't say that then who said it in the recording" I asked

"That's the thing, it's my voice but I didn't say anything, I am not using him, I truly love him"

"I believe you that you didn't say those things but I'm just confused because you said its your voice in the recording"

She started to cry.

"I lost him forever lu ge, now he thinks I used him and he'll never come back"

I hugged her to comfort her

"It's ok, I'm sure we can find out the truth"

"What happens if you cant? then I'll never be able to be with him ever"- Sam

"Don't think like that, think positive"

"I can't, I just can't, why? Because I'm so depressed so I can't think positive" - Sam

"Please, just don't harm your self"

"I can't promise you" - Sam

"Please don't, or I'll tell mum and dad"

"Fine fine ok, I'll stop" - Sam

"Just get some rest"

I walked out of her room leaving her to get some rest. I then went to Xiumin's room.

"Xiumin?"

"Yeah?"- Xiu

"What's this whole recording about"

He sighed and took out his phone. he started to play the recording.

"She used me" - xiu

"I'm sure she didn't"

"Look, I get you're her sister and you're on her side, but this is evidence, EVIDENCE I say and it's HER voice" - Xiu

"So you believe the recording?"

"Unfortunately, yes I do" - xiu

"Alright......but please make the right choice she's hurting her self"

"Hurting?" - xiu

"She's self harming"

"What....." His eyes suddenly were full of concern.

"Yeah....please don't hurt her anymore"

"I didn't hurt her Luhan, she hurt me, so I should be the one upset and she should feel guilty"- Xiu

"I don't want to fight with you, please make the right choices"

I left his room and just kept thinking about the recording. It's her voice but she didn't say that....

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Samantha's POV

I'm such an idiot for leaving my clothes in the bathroom. Now luhan knows I've been cutting.

I got my laptop and looked through the photo folder.

Hundreds of photos of me and Minseok all happy popped up.

That's when I really broke down. I tucked my knees in and put my head down and cried and cried and cried.

I missed him so much. Words can't explain how much I fucking miss him, I want him back but I will never be able
to get him back, he hates me.

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