*Samantha's POV*
He grabbed my arm and turned me around. I wish he didn't, I was balling my eyes out.
"Sam" he gripped my arm tighter
"You remember me don't you?" -xiumin
"Ok fine I do, just let me go"
"Why would you fake it?"- xiumin
"Please let me go" I tried to shake my arm off to loosen his grip but it was no use.
"TELL ME WHY?"- xiumin
"WHY DO YOU CARE? DONT YOU HATE ME"
"I NEVER SAID I HATED YOU, IM JUST CONFUSED ABOUT EVERYTHING"- xiumin
"BUT YOU BELIEVE THE RECORDING"
he didn't answer.
"SO YOU DO?"
"IT'S A GOD DAMN RECORDING SAM! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE"- xiumin
"LET GO OFF ME AND JUST GO TO YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND, KRYSTAL"
There was silence and he let go of my hand. I ran off to go back home. I could hear him shouting my name but I didn't care, I don't want to talk to him.
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I got home at dark and Kyungsoo, Chanyeol and Chen were in the middle of cooking dinner.
"Are you ok?" -luhan
"Does it look like I'm ok?"
"......."- luhan
"I'm sorry, I'm just stressed out about everything right now" I broke into tears again.
Luhan hugged me tight and I cried into his chest.
"Tell me what happened"-luhan
We went to my room and I explained what happened with Me and Minseok about 10 minutes ago.
"So he found out?"-luhan
"Yeah, but I seriously can't believe he believes the recording"
"It's a recording, it's pretty much evidence, if you were Minseok would you pick the recording and believe it?"-luhan
I thought about it for a second. Maybe I shouldn't have blamed Minseok. I mean it is a recording it's practically evidence.
"Sometimes you have to think of other people"-luhan
"I know I know, it's just I don't think hard enough"
"Don't blame it on your self, If i were you I would probably be thinking that Minseok was a crazy asshole to believe the recording, but if I thought about it then maybe it's not his fault"-luhan
"Haha, thanks luhan, you're really a great brother, I don't know where I would be without you"
"Let's just say, you'll be in a hole, dying if I wasn't your brother"- luhan
"Yah, don't push it or you'll be the one dying in the hole"
"Woahhh calm your farm there sis"- luhan
I chuckled and hugged him. I was really thankful to have a brother like him. His the only supportive person I actually have....well I do have my fans but his someone I can actually talk to everyday in person.
"Are you comfortable eating outside with everyone.....including Minseok?"- luhan
"I think, I'll have dinner in my room tonight"
"Ok, i'll bring it to you when it's done" luhan went out of the room and I was guessing he went to the exo members.
I just want to be in Minseoks arms again. No one knows how much I want this to be over and done with.
Luhan came back with a plate of spaghetti and a class of water.
"Thanks"
"No problems, eat it all ok"-luhan
"Yeah I will"
He left the room again. I started to eat the spaghetti but I didn't really have much of an appetite but I had to eat, luhan would start being annoying saying that I shouldn't starve my self which I'm not.After I finished I walked out of the room to put my plate in the sink. I saw everyone sitting down at the dining table including Minseok. I could see out of the corner of my eye that he was watching every step I took. I ignored him and just did what I had to do.
"Dinner was yum, you guys have a good sleep" I avoided eye contact and went back to my room, grabbed my laptop, opened it and started randomly searching things on the internet. I think I was just so bored and their was nothing to do. I shut my laptop down, walked out of my room to the backyard, I sat on the swing seat. I stared at the night sky.
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*Xiumin's POV*
I helped the members finish cleaning the plates. I went out to the backyard and spotted Sam sitting on the swing seat. I wanted to sort everything out, at least we still could be friends right?
"It's beautiful right? the night sky"
She looked at me and then looked the opposite way.
"Sam....can we please talk?"
"There's nothing we need to talk about" - Sam
"There's everything to talk about"
I came over and sat next to her.
"Why'd you fake that you didn't remember me?"
"Because I really want you out of my life, well not really, I just..." She sighed.
"I don't know why I did that"- Sam
"I'm pretty hurt you know"
"Minseok, I'm hurt twice as much as you, first we fight, we break up, apparently according to the 'recording' I used you WHICH I didnt and you're dating Krystal"- Sam
"Why can't I date her? We going to have to move on"
"You still don't get it"- Sam
"Get what?"
"Don't worry"- Sam
"Tell me"
"I said don't worry"- Sam
"Please just tell me, or I'll keep asking you"
"I'm going back in"- Sam
She stood up and started to walk.
"Please can you tell me what I don't get"
"YOU DONT UNDERSTAND THAT I STILL LOVE YOU!"- Sam
"W-what..."
"I STILL LOVE YOU MINSEOK, YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I WANT TO GO BACK TO THE OLD DAYS WHERE WE WERE SO HAPPY"- Sam
"Do you think I don't want that too?"
"WELL NO BECAUSE YOURE DATING SOMEONE"- Sam
"Can we at least be friends?"
"I DONT WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE WHO CANT TRUST ME OR NOT REALISE HOW I FUCKING FEEL"- Sam
I could tell she was crying, what she just said barely came out properly. She ran back in the house. I'm such a fucking idiot, I don't know who to believe. Its too much stress.
But she said she still loves me......
I'm dating Krystal, half of me likes Krystal but the other half Loves Sam. Yes, LIKES Krystal but LOVES Sam.
I don't know what to do anymore. It's too much to handle now. Everything is so complicated
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