Chris Brown: A True Love Story

Chapter 9

Cammy POV

Looking in the mirror I was disgusted. Chris was right I was a fat ass but not only that I was also ugly. My once great bouncy hair is now tangled and all over the place. My once glowing brown eyes are now dull with bags underneath. My full lips were now chapped. My nice body is now nothing but a glob from carrying my baby and eating all the time. I frowned at myself, "You're nothing but a ugly trick. What did Chris even see in you?" Great, now I'm going crazy!

I laughed at myself, "You will never amount into anything. You're ugly! You're fat! You're worthless!"

"YOU'RE UGLY!"

"YOU'RE FAT!"

"YOU'RE WORTHLESS!" I kept repeating that to myself over and over. Tears were now streaming down my face and I was getting heated. I got so upset I punched the mirror. I screamed at the pain of glass in my hand. I got the first aid-kit and fixed my hand up. I swept up the broken-glass then went to climb under my covers.

Chris POV

"See ya later babe," Draya said kissing me on the lips.

"Bye." I walked into the lobby greeting the doorman, Tony. I walked to the elevator and hit the button three. Once I got to my apartment I hesitated. Did I really want to face Cammy? I sighed and opened the door. The place was a mess. Dishes were everywhere, dirty diapers were lying around, and clothes were everywhere. I walked into the bedroom and saw Cammy under the covers. I went into the bathroom and the mirror was shattered and there was specks of blood over the counter. I went back into the bedroom and rip the covers off of Cammy, "WAKE YOUR ASS UP!" She hopped up and looked at me, "What's your problem?"

"My problem is I come home and my house is a mess!"

"Please stop yelling I have a headache."

"I don't give a damn get your fat ass up and clean my house!" She looked at me with tired eyes mixed with sadness. "Did I stutter?" She shook her head and got up. I noticed her hand was bandage. My mind went back to the shatter mirror. I shook my head and went to take a shower.

After my shower I went to check on my son. I picked him up and he smiled a toothless smile at me. I held him in my arms and took him downstairs. I saw Cammy on her hands and knees scrubbing the kitchen floor. "Aye, did he eat?"

"I don't know," she replied not looking up at me.

"The hell you mean?"

"Chris I don't know."

"Did you feed my son at all while I was gone.?

"Of course I did Chris."

"Whatever, hurry up and fix him a bottle." I went upstairs and played with Cj until Cammy made him a bottle.

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Cammy POV

After cleaning up and feeding Cj the clock read 11:00 pm. I sighed and went upstairs. Chris was sleep with his shirt off. I sat on the bed and shook him, "Chris?" He didn't budge. "Chris," I said shaking him again. This time he woke up, "WHAT?"

"Baby can we please talk?"

"At 11:00 Cameron!"

"Chris please," I begged.

"Okay what Cameron?!"

"W-what did I do wrong?"

"You got fat!" That stung really bad

"Chris it's not easy losing weight and taking care of a baby and going to college." I felt tears building up.

"It's not easy losing weight, taking care of a baby and going to college," he mimicked, "Your mom had you at 15 and she looks great."

"My mom had my dad to help her and her parents to help her!"

"You saying I don't take care of my baby?!"

"No, it's just--"

"Just what?"

"Never mind..."

"Anything else you want to talk about?"

"Yeah."

"What and make it quick!"

"Are...you..."

"Hurry up!"

"Are you cheating on me," I blurted out.

"What do you think?"

"Well I heard a girl voice in the background when we were on the phone."

He sat up and looked at me for a good 2 minutes, "Alright I'm going to be 100 with you, I did"

I busted out crying, "Why?"

"I don't know, I'm sorry. "Forgive me please."

"You promise you won't do it again?"

"Yeah babe whatever."

Instead of him hugging me or kissing me he want back to sleep. Damn how stupid am I?

6 months later

"Chris you promised!"

"Promises are meant to be broken!"

"Chris this is your 4th time saying you wouldn't cheat!"

"You know what forget this." He pushed passed me and headed to the bedroom. I followed behind him, "What are you doing?" He was packing his clothes in his suitcase.

"I'm done living this lie!"

"What lie?"

"Cameron I don't love you anymore!"

Those words felt like a dagger stabbing me in the heart.

"W-what, why?"

"Look there's someone else okay?!"

"Who is it?"

"My manager her name is Draya. Look Cameron I am really sorry okay? But once I met Draya the feelings I had for you left. I mean you're a great person but me and you aren't meant to be together."

"Chris, no ,please baby stay," I begged grabbing on his clothes.

"Let me go Cameron."

"Chris I'll lose the weight just be patient baby!"

"Cameron, stop you're looking like a fool."

"I don't care I love you!"

"Well the feeling isn't mutual." I grabbed on to him, "Baby please!"

"Goodbye Cameron." He unleashed my hands and walked out. "But what about Cj," I called out.

"I'll still be here for him. Look Draya is outside so bye I guess," he said leaving.

I felt like all the muscles in my body weakened. I collapsed to the ground and cried harder than I have in my entire life. He doesn't love me any more?...

Chris POV

After I left the apartment I didn't look back. I walked to the limo Draya had for me outside. "You finally did it huh," she said with a smirk.

"Yeah." She reached in for a kiss. I kissed her soft lips.

"I love you," she said.

"I love you too," I replied.