Camren One-Shots (Camren)

Good Enough Part 1

Good Enough (Includes Jerrie)

Fifth Harmony are currently on the Neon Lights tour with Demi Lovato, Little Mix and Cher Lloyd. Jade and Perrie have only recently come out as a couple and everyone is happy for them. Lauren has come out and said she has a boyfriend of 6 months. Noah was from back in Miami and none of the girls knew about this and were all shocked but Camila was furious. She had been developing some strange feelings for the older girl and didn't know how to go about it.

She always felt jealous when Noah came and visited Lauren before a show or when the girls would have a movie night; she would go out with him instead. Even when Camila was going to tell the green eyed girl her feelings for her; she was always second choice. Camila always thought on the back of her mind that she wasn't good enough for Lauren, even as a friend.

Tonight the all the girls on tour are playing Truth or Dare in the Fifth Harmony Tour Bus, a group favourite. But the rules have changed because of the maturity levels of some of the older girls.

"Lauren truth or dare?" Camila asked the girl opposite to her.

"Truth." The other girls groaned because Lauren has been picking truth all night.

"Come on Lauren, be a little adventurous of once!" Normani teased the girl and tried to make her change her mind.

"OK fine I pick dare!" Camila thought really hard on what she could ask Lauren to do.

"Umm, I dare you to kiss the most beautiful girl in the room." All the girls were shocked about what came out of her mouth. Camila has always been the innocent one of the group and never did anything that crossed the line.

"But all the girls are beautiful." Camila knew that, but one girl stood out from the crowd. The girl with the green eyes.

"You have to kiss the most beautiful girl Lauren."

"But what about Noah?"

"It's truth or dare Lauren! Get over it!" Camila was getting really annoyed with Lauren.

"Fine then!" Lauren got up, walked across the circle and kissed the most beautiful girl in the room. The rest of the girls grasped because a) they didn't think Lauren would do it and b) because she kissed Camila. The girls always thought Austin would be her first kiss when and if they got together but is was Lauren.

Camila was shocked by what was happening. It took her a while to realize that the love of her love was kissing her. She quickly kissed beck but Lauren pulled away going back to her original position. As she walked back the girls just stared at her except Camila. She just stared at the ground like it was the most interesting thing at the moment.

She thought that Lauren only kissed her to shut her up because Camila knows that she isn't the most beautiful girl in the room. If she was Lauren, she would have picked Jade, Perrie or Demi. She was quite disappointed that her first kiss wasn't with Lauren and Lauren wanted to do it. Not because of truth or dare.

Camila run to her bunk that was on the second level right across from Lauren's. She just ran there and cried. Just cried her heart out because the person she loves doesn't love her back. Camila felt her curtain open from behind her and someone come and hold her with their arms around her waist. She knew who it was because of her scent. It was a mix of vanilla and roses, Lauren's scent. Camila could smell her scent from a mile away. She was so addicted to the smell. She has a leather jacket of hers that she cuddles up to on nights like this.

"Camz?" She didn't answer. She just kept sobbing.

"Camila please talk to me babe"

"What do you want me to say Lauren?"

"Why are you crying?" Camila was astounded that Lauren didn't know what was wrong. Camila thought that is was obvious.

"You should know"

"But I don't"

"Did you even like the kiss Lauren?"

"Umm No?"

"That's what I thought" and with that Camila pushed Lauren out of her bunk and ran to the bathroom.

*TRIGGER WARNING*

Camila ran to the bathroom and did what she usually did when she needed to. She cut. She cut 4 times on each arm and twice on each thigh. The sudden ecstasy she got from the pain eased her. She felt better and it released her pain. She found one of her hoodies in the bathroom and walked back to her bunk to find Perrie there. Camila and Perrie had gotten closer during the tour. She told Perrie everything even her feelings about Lauren. When Perrie opened up her arms, Camila just ran to her and sobbed in her chest. Perrie didn't ask questions, she just comforted her. That's all Camila needed at the moment. Just comforting.

"Sweetie, do you wanna talk?" Camila just shook her. She just grabbed onto Perrie's shirt and cried harder. Lauren came back from talking to the girls and saw Camila crying into Perrie's chest, her whole face covered by her own hair. Lauren ran over to them but Perrie gave her a stern look and motioned her head for Lauren to go back. Lauren walked back to the group and sat down in the circle.

"Does anyone know what is wrong with Camz?" Jade was the only one who raised her hand. She was their when Camila told Perrie her feelings. Perrie didn't like to keep secrets from her girlfriend so she asked Camila if Jade was allowed to know.

"Well can you tell me?" Jade shook her head. She didn't want to disrespect Camila's wishes. Camila was actually going to tell Lauren her feelings on her birthday which was in two days being today is the 1st of March.

"And why can't you tell me?!" Jade was just about to answer when Perrie came out carrying Camila like a child, her arms wrapped around Perrie's neck and legs around her waist.

"Because I asked her not to." A barely audible Camila spoke from Perrie's chest. Perrie walked to the couch behind her girlfriend and sat there with Camila in her lap. Jade got up and sat beside her girlfriend and lifted Camila onto her lap. Camila lifted her head to see her it was and smiled. Jade gave her the look asking if it was about Lauren. Camila just nodded and snuggled up to Jade with her head in the crooked of Jade's neck. Jade held her close. Camila was basically like 'Jerries'' child while on tour. They helped her with her problems. Comforted during situations like tonight and are just their for her when she real parents aren't around due to travel and work.

"Camz please speak to me" Lauren was desperate at this point. She needed Camila as a best friend but Camila didn't think that was possible anymore because of tonight's occurance.

• I decided to split this one because I had to many ideas•