Forever Has A New Meaning (A Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 13

Harry’s P.O.V

“Are you okay?” I asked Kristina. She seemed upset, like really upset. She couldn’t still be upset about Niall. Amelia talked to her, and she had probably helped my case, she likes me. I can tell she likes mine and Kristina’s relationship. A lot of people do, I have been receiving so many tweets congratulating me on her.  I definitely do not want to lose her; she has been the best thing that has ever happened to me. She really understands me; I mean how can she go from saying she never wants to be without me to never wanting to see me again?

“Yeah, I think we need to break up.” She said, not making eye contact. Straight forward much? When she said that, my stomach turned, and I felt my eyes water.

“You’re kidding, right?” I choked out.

“Nope.” She said popping the “p”, still not making eye contact. Why was she being so harsh?

“Can you explain why?” I said, hearing my voice quiver.

“It’s just not working out, Harry. I’m sorry.” She said getting up and leaving the room.

I started rubbing my temples, this cannot be happening. I love her. I really do, I would do anything to stay with her. I get on my phone a look at all the pictures we have taken together. We had so many, and we were so happy. I thought this would make it better, looking at our memories, but really it made it worse.

“Are you crying?!” Lou said barging into the room.

“No!” I yelled back, hiding my face with my hands. I don’t know how long I have been crying, but I really hadn’t noticed.

“I’m getting the boys off twitcam!” Lou yelled leaving the room, so I couldn’t stop him.

After about five minutes all four of the boys came running in and jumped on my bed, “You want to explain mate?” Zayn asked taking a seat next to me.

“Kristina b-broke up with m-me.” I barley choked out, then breaking out in more tears. I haven’t cried this much since I went on my year tour saying good-bye to my family.

“How come?” Niall asked with true concern.

“I-I don-n’t k-k-kn-no-ow.” I said still covering my face.

“Did she say why?” Liam asked.

“I’m going to ask.” Louis said standing up, ready to leave once again.

“Lou no!” I yelled, exposing my puffy face. I could tell they were shocked seeing me crying this much, Zayn started rubbing m back and I got sympathetic smiles from all of them.

“Fine. But she really didn’t say anything?”

“She said it’s just not working out.” I replied rubbing my forehead, trying to make the headache that is coming stop.

There was a long silence. I pulled out my phone and went on twitter. I looked at what the fans were saying, most asking why I didn’t return to the twitcam, but there was a good amount asking questions about Kristina. I read through them and they were all very encouraging to our relationship. For some reason, replying to these messages and saying thank you and answering the questions made me feel better. I even decided to change my icon to one of us from one of me and the lads. It was from when her parents took us up to a mountain town in Colorado. It was just starting to snow and we stopped the car and jumped out and tried to catch the flakes with our tongues. Once I changed it I was getting a ton of new mentions, and reading them just made me smile.

“Harry, why did you do that?” Zayn asked, breaking the silence. I hadn’t realized that he was still sitting next to me, rubbing my back.

“I-I-I don’t know. It’s helping me.” I said stuttering a bit at the beginning, trying to explain my bazar behavior. I could feel the looks the boys were giving me while I kept looking at the picture. The boys started talking about the football match that was on earlier that week, and I stopped paying attention.