ugh! First day of school.... Great. ?
I don't know what to say, what should I say? yay I moved and I can't wait to throw my life away back in California and start a horrible new life in Wisconsin.
oh if you hadn't noticed I'm new to this school, state, and well anywhere besides California.
"Bye honey, have a nice first day!" said my mother. why is she so happy! should I be happy for the move? I don't know!
why do I even need to be here. I could've stayed home with my father. woah never thought I'd think those words.
My father and I basically hate each. we love each other, kinda, and then the next we hate each other. He would get mad for anything.
Like one time my mom was asking him to keep a certain date open for a simple banquet I had to attend and he blew!
said I wasn't a good enough daughter, and that I did nothing.
drunk donkey ass I tell you! drunk donkey ass!
Don't ask why I called him that. ANYWAYS!! To sum it up we both ended yelling at each other, while my mother cried because she can't afford a divorce.
I was woken out of my thoughts by my mother waving her monkey arms in front of my face.
"Hellooo? sweetie! I love you! you're going to be late shoo shoo!!"
"But mom can't we spend the first day together and have a mother, daughter day? I know how much you love them just as much I love you... I mean I lovee YoU!!.!! "
"Bulshit! now get to school!"
"fine" I muttered..
