I never thought that i would be so happy this time. Im happy because I just dont know either. I feel so complete i never feel this way before but i dont want to end this. I never imagine that im going to feel this way, trust me i never.
Being so special to someone, do what i love, do whatever, being weird, being inlove to someone. Yeah i think love can change your life but doesn't mean that you're not going to hurt anyway but here in my daydream i never felt the hurt because this is just my freaking expectations-
"Are you listening sweetie?"My mom asked and it hit me i just realized that all of those feeling is just a temporary. Keena faviola kelan ka ba masasanay?Ilang taon mo na tong ginawa. Yeah i totally forgot that im in front of my mom talking about my life or the how's the how's. "Keena? Are you okay?"
"Ahm. Im sorry mom but can we talk about this later? Im not in a good mood i have an headache." I gasped Im lying please notice me mom. As usual my mom just stared at me as if checking on me. But anyways she just "okay then see you when i got home be good in your class be presentable" mom said and tap my shoulder.
Yun na yon? Walang eat your breakfast and drink medicine? Walang wag ka muna pumasok because your not feeling well? Hays as if she care. yep she care but its all about my grades. Freaking grades and then i felt my heart is empty as always. So anyways im just gonna go to my school and be presentable breathe keena you can do this shit.
"Hi keena! Long time no see hows weekend?" My bff asked when she saw me at the parking here in my school. I was about to answer her question when i hit my head on our classroom door wow just great a good morning to me y'all. And for the 2nd time i realize that i dont have any friend/s. Lalo ng sumakit ang ulo ko.
"Good morning students" my prof just enter the room wearing his freaking beautiful smile what was that i feel like im the one who has a bad mood today. "So today were going to have an exam akala niyo porket nagbakasyon mag tatatamad na kayo sa ibang subject pwedeng niyong gawin yan but not me." Ugh! Here we go again my terror prof. So yeah I think Im not the only one who had a bad day. Great just great!
After class as usual i just go home with my driver and my mom just text me that we cant continue what were talking about a while ago because she had a night shift and saying that when i got home i need to study. But sorry mom i dont want, just for today. "Manong pwede po punta muna tayo sa mall?" I told to my driver.
"Pero maam ang sabi po ng mama niyo ay daretso sa bahay para makapagaral po kayo."
Sabi ni manong, eto nanaman tayo sa mga pamahiin ni mom im so freaking sick of this bullshit.
"Please manong im gonna get some cartolina and stuffs because i have a report tomorrow."wala ng nagawa si manong but seriously I lied like duh? Napasok ako sa private and ang reporting is paprojector na and also i need to breathe from the pressure that mom and dad gave.
Im here in starbucks drinking coffee and doing my report. I dont want to go home. Mag isa lang naman ako sa bahay maliban sa mga katulong na hindi ko rin naman nakakausap. Si mom nasa hospital pati na din si dad pero nasa korea si dad.
Oh! My childhood friend is here omg! "Caleeeeb!" I almost shout here in starbucks."Its been a while huh so how are you?" I asked him while typing.
"Im doing fine how about you my princess?" Caleb said with his grin. I smiled at him " i miss you so damn much." he said then kiss me on my cheeks. And it make me blush." Ya! Dont be so speechless wag ka na din kiligin hahaha!" He sat in my front while grinning.
"Shut up jerk" i said wala kasi ako masabi sa kilig haha bakit bawal kiligin? Shoot nararamdaman ko nanaman yung bilis ng tibok ng puso ko why caleb why? Bakit kasi ikaw pa? Bakit ba kasi kita nagustuhan hanggang ngayon tuloy umaasa pa din ako sayo ikaw kasi ang napakapaasa mo eh.
