Truth or Dare

Arm-in-arm down the street

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Igarashi stopped. Stepped away and jerked his hand back, he was scared of what he had done. What had they done? Nana looked just as frightened.

"We have to stop. I didn't mean for this-... just forget it. Forget all of it!" Igarashi rushed out of the room leaving a scared and confused Nana behind him. Igarashi stopped in the hallway. Why was he running? He couldn't run from this. Right! He remembered. This was his chance to fix his mistake! He ran back into the room only to meet a crying Nana all huddled back in the corner of the room. "I'm sorry..."

"Don't be", Nanashima whimpered. "It's okay, It's all my fault, I shouldn't have..." Nana couldn't even look at his face, hiding his own against his knees. Igarashi felt guilty. "I broke our promise", the room was quiet. Igarashi didn't know how to respond. He stood there, stiffly. Swallowed the saliva that his mouth had been collecting. It was loud. Everything was extremely loud in the awkward silence surrounding them.

"I just want to be friends", Igarashi forced it out. Nana looked up at him.

"Why are you lying? I can see you glaring at me every time I'm with Miyuki", Nana's voice suddenly didn't sound sad but almost... evil?

"What are you talking about?", Igarashi couldn't help but turn defensive.

"You should be glad for me. Do you know how happy I am every time I kiss her? How I make her blush when I touch her soft skin? Women are nice aren't they?"

"NO!NO! STOP IT!" Igarashi covered his ears and sank down into a crouch.

"You wonder why you're so angry? Hating a girl you never met? That's called jealousy, Igarashi. It hurts, doesn't it? That's what you put me through when you couldn't let go of Serinuma with your eyes for a single second. Lingering after her like a stupid dog! But she's yours now, don't you want her?" Nana crawled his way forward to Igarashi, reached his hand and teasingly lifted his face, forcing him to meet those greens. Iga didn't feel good. "Confess, you love me", Igarashi looked away, he didn't want to be there. Nanashima wasn't being himself. "Accept your feelings, Igarashi!" he tried to cover his ears even better but Nana's voice rang through, rang deep into his head. It couldn't be real! It couldn't be real!

It wasn't real. Igarashi woke up from his dream, huffing and puffing. What a nightmare. Nana had been scary. Igarashi had to sit still and take in the whole thing. Was that Nana speaking the truth? Had his subconscious taken the form of an evil Nana? Igarashi wanted to admit it, the fact that he was in love with Nanashima but he couldn't. How could you tell someone that you love them when you can't even admit it to yourself? Igarashi sighed. He was going to have to think this through. Was he bisexual? Did he like boys? Was he in love with the guy he still saw as his best friend? Those questions would circle his mind until he would be brave enough to answer them. He wasn't sure why he couldn't accept the fact that he was bisexual. He knew people wouldn't react, his parents would probably be cool with it, he himself didn't think it was something wrong but it still felt like people would see him differently. Not judge him, not hate him just see him in a new light. He didn't know how to feel about that. His friends wouldn't care, he was sure of it but still... He didn't feel like becoming a part of the lgbt+ community, he didn't want his sexuality to be a topic, to be anything special, out of the norm. He just wanted it to be ignored. He was just Igarashi. He finally took it in, he finally grasped the concept. He was bisexual, he did like boys... and Nana? Yes, he was totally in fucking love with his best friend and he wasn't going to let that airhead Miyuki steal him away!

Wait for me Nana, I'm coming for you

Nana was walking together with Miyuki to school, arm-in-arm down the street. She was talking about art-class and the new painting she was working on, you could see her eyes sparkle. Nanashima just peacefully listened. It was a nice day, the sun was shining and birds were singing. Nana felt comfortable in Miyuki's company. Maybe it reminded him a bit of his sister but it didn't really matter, he had always wanted a close friendship like this, he had longed after one since Igarashi had pushed him away. Miyuki leaned against his shoulder and everything felt nice, he felt safe. She charged him, he felt brave and calm in her surrounding. Like he could do nothing wrong when he was with her but her feelings were greater than his. He was aware that they wouldn't be able to keep this thing up forever and that saddened him. If only things were easier. But things were never easy, that's how life worked. No matter how hard you worked, how much you wanted it- there were always limitations. But some limits were just waiting to be broken, the question was which were which.

"Nana!" Nanashima turned his head as a reaction from hearing his name. Igarashi. If he had been able to control his reflexes he never would have turned his head back, then he could have just ignored him. Miyuki stopped walking so Nana did as well. She obviously didn't know about his past friendship with the raven. Nana didn't answer and instead waited for Iga to continue. He wasn't going to act like there was nothing going on, he wasn't going to let Igarashi have that luxury.

"Can I just talk to you for a bit... privately?" Igarashi's gaze turned to Miyuki. She smiled cluelessly at Nana waiting for his response. Nana looked down at the brunette. Smiled at her.

"Actually no, I don't have time for that", Nana pulled Miyuki closer to him which made her blush. "We're quite busy in our conversation", Igarashi just nodded, totally baffled by Nanashimas unexpected move. Nanashima turned his heel. Miyuki muttered something about it being okay and that it wasn't bothersome for her to pause but Nana could tell that she was touched by his action. More importantly than impressing Miyuki, he had hurt Igarashi. Ohh it felt good! Igarashi, that dipshit would probably just brag about getting a date with Serinuma or something silly like that but guess what! He didn't need Serinuma, he had Miyuki! Nana didn't need anyone from that stupid group, not Serinuma, not Shinomiya, not Mutsumi nor Shima and absolutely not Igarashi! Who needed old things when there were always new things waiting around the corner? The pair of friends walked away leaving Igarashi standing still on the street pretending to be busy on his phone.