Secret Life

Sometimes I just want to die

Stop caring about the world

Stop worrying over disappointing people.

The people here, most of them anyway,

all they do is judge and criticize.

They don't understand that if one wants something,

they will do what ever is in their reach,

just to accomplish a little goal.

They don't understand the lives of others

whether it's the past, present, or future.

Not understanding that sometimes,

no matter how hard you try,

you can't improve.

Thinking you just don't care & assuming what's not real.

Blaspheming and careless.

It gets to the point where

you just hear the voices in your head

see the visions revive and make you feel helpless

making you want to give up on yourself.

Make you shed tears you've held in for so long.

Yet you have to keep hiding them and become a must.

To not let reveal your true secret identity.

Who you really are...

you want to become and make people believe

that you are someone else they would accept you for.