You know you love her when you let her go || Nash grier fanfic

The issues part three

- Chapter four- The issues appears

I couldn't sleep so I just lied in my bed thinking. I'm really lucky. I've met my idols. My favorite idol happens to be my boyfriend and I'm having vacation in LA on an expensive and big hotel. But I can't stop thinking of the future. When the vacation is over. Am I going home? Will Nash continue his tour without me?

And I keep thinking, imagining the future. Nash will of course have a great job, maybe as a really famous actor. Making lots of money. And my dearest Cas, if she don't graduate her dad will buy her a good job. Maybe she will continue his company. But I have no clue on what I could do...
Maybe I'll still work on the cafe where I now work as a waitress. Living in a small apartment stuck in the moment of this vacation. Wishing I'd never let Nash go. Or maybe I had to marry a man I didn't like because I needed money. Regretting never to have search for my parents while watching old pics I took with Nash.

Then I took up my phone to think of something else. I clicked on the vine app. It made me feel better, these vines are hilarious. I saw one of me and Nash. Haha, that's just embarresting. It was the one where I took his hand, fell backwards and we had to start all over in the pool at the amusement park.

I began to feel tired so I lied down and felt asleep. When I woke up the next morning I woke up to a SMS from Nash. "Good morning beautiful<3 I hope you slept well" Isn't he the cutest. I answered the same and that I'm really exited to meet him tomorrow.

I decided to go to our hotels cafe and buy some coffee. On the way I met Joey. - Hi, Joey! Thanks again for the tickets it made my life so much better.
-I'm glad I could make you feel that way.
- Wanna join me to the cafe, I'll buy you coffee this time.
We went to the cafe and had a lovely talk. He is really funny and has always a joke to tell. When we were done he followed me up to my hotel room. - I'll see you later then, I smiled. But he just looked at me strange. I've never seen him like this before. He licked his lips and our eyes met. What is he thinking, he's actually scaring me right now. He leaned against me and his lips met mine. I stumbled backwards. He pulled away and smiled. - What..wha..what are you doing!
He just smiled and blinked. Then he walked away.

I opened the door and went into my room. I can't believe it. I walked out at our terrace with the view of the beach and the ocean. When I saw the beach I wanted to go down and walk in the soft sand. I took on my favorite bikini and a shorts. I borrowed Cas' sunglasses and decided to take a walk at the beach.

As I walked at the beach, where the waves flowed over my toes. I crumbled my toes down in the sand. This is perfect. I found a stick and I drew a big heart and wrote. " Nash + Kathy = true" then I continued walking down the beach while thinking.

What am I going to do. I don't like Joey that way, I like Nash. I love Nash. Should I tell Nash, that Joey kissed me, but I didn't want to and I tried to stop him. I have to tell Nash. It's better that I tell him than that he hears it from someone else. I just don't want him to get mad at me, I need him. And what should I do with Joey. He is a good friend but...