You know you love her when you let her go || Nash grier fanfic

Cause baby you're a firework

- chapter five- is it love

I knocked at the door. He opened the door. I looked at my feet, then I looked at his feet. My eyes accordingly followed his legs and up to his hips. Slowly my eyes continued over his body. The perfect stomach and to his chin. His red lips. His blue eyes. I met his eyes, swallowed and bit my lip. He turned his head to the side and looked at me pensive. - I have something I need to tell you...

I explained into the smallest details, I was completely honest and told what I felt about it and what I feel for Joey is nothing, but I really like Nash. He was shocked. He turned around and headed to the window. He stood there and an awkward silence filled the room. He turned to me. - I don't... Eh... I don't know what to say...

He looked sad, almost hurt.

I sadly looked down to the floor. I can't loose Nash. He means everything to me. I got to do something. I stood up and walked towards him confident. I looked him in the eyes. - You are my world. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you, at least not on purpose. I truly didn't saw that coming.

I grabbed his head and held my hands on his cheeks. I kissed him on the nose. And looked back in his eyes. He was so beautiful and so vulnerable. I couldn't help it. Something dragged me to him. A voice in my head that told me to kiss him. So I licked my lips and kissed him. First he just stood there but then he grabbed me around my waist. My hands went down, slid down his stomach. His lips were so soft and the kiss was filled with feelings. I could see firework, this is real. Real love.

I released him and let my hands fall down the side. I looked at him. Turned around, grabbed my purse and went out the door. I took a last look at him. He stood in the same position and stared in the floor. His eyes were blank. I couldn't read him, understand what he was thinking. I slowly closed the door and went home.

On the way I saw this little ice cream booth. I walked down to buy and ice cream. Cameron stood there too. - hey Katy!

- hi...

- What's wrong you look kinda sad?

- it's just something with Nash.

- oh..

He looked on the girl in the booth. - strawberry and vanilla.

She nodded. After a while she looked at me. - mint and chocolate. I smiled. I lent against the wall. I saw someone familiar walk down the street. - Hello sweetie!

Oh no... It's Joey. I saw Cameron turn around and look at us. - Hi Joey.

I got to do this. I need to end this, but kindly he's a good friend. - Joey, this is Cameron.

I did an excessive gesture with my hands and pointed out Cam. - Cameron, this is Joey.

They looked at each other and reluctantly made a fast handshake. - Joey is one of my best friends!

Joey looked at me surprised. His eyes widened. - Cameron is one of my boyfriends best buddies.

I hurried up, walked really fast away. I wonder what will happen with my friendship with Joey. I thought I heard someone jell. I didn't understand what was said, but I think it had something to do with ice cream.

I didn't want to go home so I decided to walk around in this city. I went to different shops. A smoothie store was to my left. I really want a smoothie, I need one. I ran away from my ice cream.

After buying a Hollywood with lemon I went out. Across the street I saw Cameron, again. He took a picture with some girl. This is awkward, I tried to sneak away. - Hey!

I turned around, Cam had seen me. He waved with his arms and walked to me. - oh, hey. Didn't see you there!

I answered in my happiest tone. I saw the girl Cam took a picture with look jealous on us. - what happened down there, you acted weird and ran from us... And your ice!

I figured out I should tell him so we sat down at a bench in the park. Children ran around chasing innocent doves. And on an other side an old woman was feeding the doves with bread crumbs.

I told him. The whole story. Every detail. I saw that he struggled to not laugh. He obviously thinks this is silly, but at the same time he knows it's seriously. He tried both to understand and encourage me.