My Random Feelings

nothing

I was fine. For the first time in a long time I was fine and it wasn't a lie. I was happy. In a relationship for almost 2 months. Loved them so much.... Then I found out they were cheating on me. Hahaha!!! Isn't that funny I really believed that I wasn't completely useless and that I had some one that cared for me. They made me feel like I was beautiful. Like I had meaning. Like I was human. I guess I'm none of that. I was clean for more then 2 months but now I have it worse then before.

So let me introduce myself again

Hi I changed my name to Sam.
I'm ugly
I'm beautiful
I'm useless
I have meaning
I'm a monster
I'm human

I feel important
I'm nothing