199 Days (An Ashton Irwin Fanfic)

Day 185

It's been a long time since Ashton has left me,

He hasn't returned.

I don't know why, but I keep waiting for him to show up.

I go back to the store and buy the dress from the first day.

I put it on.

I cut, til I'm out of skin to cut.

I then go into the bath tub.

And I let the blood flow into the water.

I get out, and lay on my bed.

I take all my pills.

And wait for darkness to take me away.