Burnt Memories- Natsu x Reader

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It has been 3 months since fairytail became a guild many new and old guildmates came to join again. The was lively again. But this day something horrible went bad this day.. Suki's death day. She died when we were on a mission that was requested from the council. I was quiet and nit joyful like usually. Everyone seemed to notice. I sat on the counter with my head resting on it with a glass of juice was sitting there. Erza's kid who was 14 came up to the seat next to me and started to speak.
"Hey umm.. So my mom wanted me to come here to see if you are alright." the scarlet headed boy who was flustered said.

"I'm... Fine." I said and walked to my room. I sat there on the bed looking at my old photos. Of me, suki, happy and even natsu. I want to tell them who I'm truely am but I would just get sent away again. Also my office was piled from damages that the guild has caused. I couldn't handle it anymore. I knew what I had to do. I walked to the stage and got everyone's attentipn.

"I am going to be retiring as master to become a member since I can not handle the pressure so I will be choosing one of you to replace me... I choose Erza and Jellal. Thanks for my time being master." I said and walked off everyone was in shock definitely Ezra. She smile and jumped up.
"Yay more straeberry cake for meh!" she said and went and do her New job. I sighed and Sat at the counter and ordered a beer.
"Aren't you a little young for beer?" Mira asked.

"No I'm 23.. "

"I thought u were 14" she asked. I jumped up and realised I just said.

"Ya of course like how I'm y/n." my eyes grew wide as I covered my mouth I looked around the guild and saw natsu waving a bottle to me. Truth Potion are you fucking kidding meh?!" Everyone looked my way I was fucked. They all ran to me and asked questions but I couldn't handle all the attention anymore. I fell to my knees and hid my head between them and cried.

"Hey what's her problem?" laxus asked. Gramps rushed to me and push people aside and lifted my head.

"Child it's ok.. Its ok.." he said and hug me. Everyone was confused but during my mission I had some really bad experiences I never told anyone besides gramps. I was only suppose to be on that job for 6 months. It ended up to be 3 years though.

"Brats give her some space!" gramps shouted. Everyone back up at least 5 feet. Nashi held natsu's hand as natsu held Lucy's also. He found his mate finally. I haven't found mine yet which causes problems for me. I stood up and wiped my eyes.

"Let me explain.." I said as I walked to the stage. Everyone agreed and went to a place to sit. I arrived on stage and took a deep breath.

"During my "6 month" job I came across some bad experiences. I think you guys should know now. I went to the person who sent the request and they kidnapped me. The mission was a fake. They wanted use me for my power and beauty they told me. I was hung from chains off a wall of the cell. I was beaten everyday and rarely ate. But one night during my mating season I had no one to love. But a guard came in and ripped off the clothing I had left which were my undergarments he pull down his pants and boxers and.. *hic*" I said and started to cry. I heard awes and people talking about it.

"Raped meh. So after the mating season which was 2 years after due I tried to escape for 6 months and failed til the last time I tried. So when I came back everyone was gone and I wanted to restart my life so gramps helped me through all the years and helped me find which magic I do. Which is lighting and ice Dragon slayer magic. Also other magics that weren't as important but they were helpful beside requip that helpful but uh ya so here we are." I said and lowered my head. Erza came up on stage and hugged me.

"I give master role to gramps again for taking in y/n" Ezra says and smiled.

"WHATTT?!" he said and fainted. I giggled and left off stage and went to the bar. That reminds me I should be starting mating season today.. But who will it be.

-Time skip 1 hour later-

As I hanged out with Mira, gramps and Erza I saw Lucy and natsu really close I do mean really close. And the were cuddling this made my blood boil. I was the only dragonslayer who had the effects bc the rest found someone. I gripped the counter and it broke on that edge my fangs sharpen.

"Gramps, ita t-time!" I said and forced myself from running to the couple and beating that fucking slit wait what I mean Lucy.

"Mira take her the basement it's the season." gramps ordered and Mira nodded. She grabbed me by wrist so I wouldn't get out. As we walked to the other side of the guild the cellar people stare and looked worriedor confused. I hung my head low but the corner of m eyes I watched natsu.

".. Let me go Mira.." I said. We stopped and she answered.

"I can't do that."

"Then we have to do this the hard way huh?" I said and kicked her in the gut and pushed away. The cuffs were placed by Mira before were frozen in ice and broke.

"I CANT FUCKING HANDLE THIS ANYMORE!!" I shouted and ran to the couple at a speed that jet couldn't even run and grab a hold of Lucy's neck. I also pushed natsu away with great force.

"Y/n??" Lucy asked shaking and trying to breath. I laughed.

"You took the one I love, I shall fight for him." I said and threw her across the room. Nashi ran over to her and natsu had a passed off look.

"How dare you hurt her!!" he shouted and jumped at me with a fist engulfed with fire. Before he hit me I grabbed his fist and frozen his flames. I looked up from what I did with a evil grin and natsu had a shocked look. I breathed in for a another attack then.

'Ice n Lighting Dragon Roar!'
I yelled and he went flying and knocked into the job board. Everyone got out of the way others betting who will win.

"I'm going to kill you!" he said. Mira shouted something also.

"Don't kill her we have to put her in her cell its mating season for her!!" Mira yelled. He nodded and once he got close he whispered in my ear.

"I'm sorry." he said and punched my in the gut which called for me to pass out.