"The Devils Partner" (g.d)

23.

I woke up hearing the shower running. I rolled over noticing grayson wasn't next to me.

It's been a couple of days and were going back home today. He hasn't been his self since the other night but can you blame him.

A part of me is glad he did it, because there's probably no way I could have. When i saw then precious babies it all seem more real.

I got up walking into the bathroom as I walked into the shower. I wrapped my arms around his torso as I laid my head on his wet naked body. I could tell he wasn't okay.

I felt his chest go up and back down as he let out a deep breath.

"I didn't do it addyson"

My head immediately snatched up towards him and he looked down at me with these sad eyes, something iv never seen before.

" I don't know what happening to me, before I could kill anything and not give one shit about it. But when I looked into your eyes when you saw them I couldn't do that, I couldn't be that horrible killer, I'm not a killee addyson, I kill horrible mean people not innocent ones, even if she narked, wife and kids are not my thing and I almost lost who i was and then I looked at you"

I felt a huge relief fall off my shoulders as he spoke those words. I looked up at him and pulled him closer to me.

"You don't have to act brave all the time baby, especially not in front of me"

he dug his head into the Crook of my neck as he held him tightly. I'm so proud of him. I always have his back 100% wrong or right.

"When I got into this business I promised myself I wouldn't hurt innocent people, that I would only kill those who deserved it and when Ethan called and told me what I had to do I thought i was gonna throw up, but having you by my side even through the fuck ups I realized how loyal you are to me, damn it addyson I think I'm -" he stopped as he turned around puting his back to me.

I wanted desperately to hear those words.

"You're what grayson, it's okay " i said laying my hand on his shoulder to relax him.

You could tell he's never confessed anything like this, or even felt it before and it scares him.

He turned around meeting eyes with mine as his hand came up and carelessly rubbed my cheek.

"I'm falling in love with you addyson"