The Secrets Out (KickTheStickz)

Thoughts That Cross My Mind

*PJ's POV*

Me and Chris have been secretly dating for about a year and a half. The thing is keeping our relationship a secret is beginning to get harder to hide. Especially from Dan and Phil they've be getting very suspicious of us. I keep pondering on the thoughts of what if they found out.

Would every thing be ok? Or turn in to a big disaster.

"Ugh it's so stressful" I muttered under my breathe. I glanced at the clock and got up from my bed. I looked out the window to see the pavement covered in snow. As I felt the cold chill from the window.

I haven't seen Chris in a couple weeks from all of the projects I've been working on. We haven't made any time for each other that much. But for some reason I longed to see him soon.

I ran my fingers through my hair wondering if I should call him. I don't know why but for some reason I feel like a school girl debating if I should call Chris or not. I decide to hop in the shower to clear my head a bit.

As the water ran down my face I started humming Rather Be by Clear Bandit. It's been stuck in my head for the past week. When I heard my phone ringing. 'Hm I wonder who it is?' I thought in curiosity. When I got out the shower and checked my phone I saw that Phil called me.

"Hm...wonder what he wanted? That's kinda weird Phil doesn't really call me that often." I'll call him back when I finish drying my hair off. And actually have clothes on. When I was fully clothed once again I got my phone and called Phil. As it was ring I continued to think what to say.

Phil: Hello?

PJ: Hey Phil, you called me earlier and I just wanted to know what you wanted to talk about.

Phil: Oh yeah, I was just thinking if you want to come over today and do a collab.

PJ: Ok, I'll see you later then.

Phil: See you soon.

I put on my coat and grabbed my backpack. I headed out of the door when my phone vibrated. I check to see that it was Chris. I closed the door and leaned on it. And began to read Chris's text;

Chris

Hey sexy Pj you free today? ;)

xxx

As I read the text I couldn't help to have a big grin on my face. I knew he was an idiot. But he was my idiot. I began to debate exactly on what to say to Chris. I really wanted to see him but I made plans with Phil. It was like choosing your friend over your companion.

Choosing the right words to say I decided to send him this;

PJ

Hey Chris, sorry but I made plans with Phil today.

But to make it up to you why don't you come over tomorrow ;)

xxx

As I began to put my phone back in my pocket. I got an immediate response from Chris;

Chris

Hurray! Also I don't want any funny business between you and Phil.

You know how jealous I get.

xxx

Why would Chris ever make that assumption about me and Phil. Yes we knew each other for quite a long time, but that doesn't exactly mean we have a thing for each other. I quickly responded while I kept questioning Chris's text.