CLUB

°3; seongwoo

my brain knew
but my heart
wasn't ready

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arriving at the club, he sat down at the counter. his eyes wandered around the place. sweating bodies were scattered everywhere, some grinding to one another and some were having their moments at the corner of the room. it wasn't even unusual how filthy and horrible the place is, with sex smell on the air, he was very used to it already.

as long as he didn't do anything stupid it's fine.

he only came to drink not to join any sort of activities going on inside there. even when the girls were sticking their body way too close with him, he'd reject them quickly. he's not up for anything especially when he had someone. but now that someone is gone, maybe it's not wrong to search for someone else.

though he wanted a break.

he wanted to rest from any relationship, be single and live happily alone. but love fucks his heart, it keeps reopening them for another person. three relationships that lasted for years all end because of his rotten mouth. and he couldn't be more bothered than he already was.

but this woman beside him, he knew she was different.

she gave a rather different aura, an interesting vibe. quite chill but also very seductive. she sat down and ordered, eyes looking very disinterested on anything beside the drink in front of her. he can't took away his eyes, there's something about her that ripped his heart.

she looked as horrible as him.

or maybe even more. they always said women would looked very fucked up when they just break up with the so-called love of their life. unlike boys, who's good at hiding their feelings under the flirty grins they gave to everyone or just a beautiful smiles they shared with everyone. and he knew a certain person who's good at that, hiding his feeling and lastly gave up and chose death as the best option.

he don't want that.

since the dead of his friend that he cherished the most before, it had affected his life so much. not only his, even his other friends too. they became more conscious of their feelings, more real when doing something.

and this woman beside him, she's dangerous.

she brought a new side of his that he never knew, a side that were crueler and harsher than others. colder and more fake. mischievous and excited to break her.

one that she should've avoid.