I could feel the movement under my feet and feel my eyes slowly crack open the slightest bit. I expect to have grass stuck all over my face and my body to be laying in a dirt filled ditch. but I wasn't.
I was in the passenger seat to my car and its was moving. I slowly sit up looking at my legs and noticed I'm wear tracksuit pants and romans t-shirt with comfy sock on my feet. my hair had been tied back neatly into a ponytail.
I turn my attention to roman who was in the driver seat steering the car "I found you at five in the morning laying in the dirt, your face was tear stained and I felt bad, even though I should stop feeling anything for you. I took you home and washed your face and the dirt off you and then put you back in my hoodie and packed up our things and checked out. we have been driving for about two hours when I came to a small convince store so I got you some pants and socks and then redressed you and then left again and now we are here" he explained quietly
I lean back into my seat looking out the window, the only thing I was think was how I managed to stay asleep for that long and that roman saw me naked. I know that I should thank him or even apologise but honestly right now I hate him.
I know, I know. but honestly fuck him
he should have left me there, to wake up laying in the dirt to find he gave up caring. its his fault he cares. and then he guilts me, while driving my fucking car.
but deep down I was sad, at that sentence. the part where he mentioned 'I felt bad, even though i should stop feeling anything for you'. like he didn't know I was a monster.
I am exactly like him, he's being a hypocrite. he does this to countless amounts of girls. I guess upir just aren't as compatible with each other. or maybe he is not used to girls not falling at his feet with their legs split apart. or maybe I'm just an arsehole, shoving him away after all the affection he had shown towards me.
this all happened because of me, If I hadn't crashed the car or even had asked him to drive me some where else. If I had of stopped him so we could turn around and go back to hemlock.
I watch the lines that were painted on the road for about an hour and a half, they were beginning to hypnotise me into a day dream. you know one of those day dreams you have where you imagine the best life you could possibly live, one of those.
except that sad thing was my dream wasn't even really an expectation I wasn't thinking about riches or beauty. I was thinking about what would have happened if I kept kissing him. we could possibly be driving in a different direction, out of the town to continue our journey not going back to hemlock grove.
as I brought myself back to reality I could see the sign to hemlock grove. thank god we were almost home. as we were driving I could notice a commotion on the side of the road and a bunch of police cars a tape around the side of the forest.
I looked over at roman and could feel the car coming to a halt. I open my passenger door and stumble over to the tape I could see a few officers at he bottom of the hill. I lift up the tape not caring about the consequences. I could feel my weight take control as I fastened my pace coming down the leafing covered hill.
I only get a glimpse of the corpse, a girl I saw a couple times around the school. well only half of her. I could feel my eyes widen. I came back to reality as I remembered what I had to do. I have to figure this out. at least it would take my mind off roman.
"ma'am you have no authority why aren't you behind the tape" I hear as an officer step in front of me. I could feel the trickle of blood falling from the inside of my nose as I was half way through compelling him before a force attempted to tug me back. it was a poor attempt. I snap my attention behind me and see roman starting at me "don't" I state seriously as I turn back to the officer.
I liked that, I had my strength and carelessness back all it took was the sight of a half chewed senior. I showed roman who was boss and he could do nothing about it.
I look the officer in the eyes and felt the blood pour out my nose but before I could finish roman shoved the officer away "don't do this your not a monster" he said looking me in the eyes "yeah?!" I question with a chuckle.
I could feel him grip my wrist attempting to twist it around and push me to the ground. God does he not give up. I reach my hand up to his throat and push him back "stop, you're not stronger than me" I spit turning back and walking to my car.
The keys were still in the ignition and I decided it wasn't a long walk for him. I grabbed the key and twisted them starting up the car and hitting the gas as fast as I could "AHHHHHHHHHHH" I scream banging the steering wheel "now everything out it's time to pull myself together" I mumble.
I race all the way back to my home and pull up on the grass at the front of our house. I was careless if they did anything I would just shove them away just like I did to roman. I can't let anyone else in my head.
I slam the door open and walk straight for the stairs but my father jumped right infant of my putting each hand on the sides of my shoulders. it's a pity my father was my favourite out of the two. he was more mellow and caring then my mother.
"move" I commanded giving him a deep pan stare "Stella you'll lose control if you don't let your feelings in" he pleaded "well my sibling gave me that advice and I plan to stick to it" I retort looking him dead in the eyes "yeah well, they're dead for a reason" he snapped at me.
my dad is the shaman so I knew I could compel him, I could feel blood trickling from my nose again, but not because I compelled him. well I started but then he threw his head forward into my nose.
I grab his shoulders and throw him to the side "dick" I antagonise while walking up the stairs.
I walk into my room and grab my duffle bag shoving everything I needed into it. my phone, walkman, mixtape, clothes, books, shoes. everything.
I pull my hoodie over myself and grab the stack of cash I kept rolled up in my drawer for emergencies and shoved it into my pocket. I fling the bag over my head and grabbed my pillow.
I walk out my door and head down the stairs when I hear my father talking to my mother "this is your fault, if you hadn't of yelled at her after she was in a coma for two weeks she maybe wouldn't have gone on a bender" he spits "I didn't know" she snaps back.
I quickly grab the handle to the front door slamming it behind me, I have to get out of here before my guilt kicks in. I throw everything in the backseat of my car and start it up. anywhere but hemlock grove, here I come.
this chapter was a bit more of a filler but the story is begging to come along so I'm getting excited. I'm really impatient to get Stella and roman in a relationship and I feel thats why I'm updating a lot but anyway. I haven't really edited this chapter but I'll get round to it.
yours truly, aileysh
thanks for reading xx
