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I hate you I love you.

Everyone has one person that he don't know if he is his bestfriend,brother,partner,boy/girlfriend
Do you really love him or just you love the feeling?
Is he so important in your life or just you want his interest?
But when you saw him..you feel lost..your hearts beats so fast...we can see butterflies in your eyes.
You love him don't try to hide your feelings...
You lie..you know that he isn't your bestfriend,brother,partner and also your boyfriend.. he is something bigger and smaller than that.. you won't understand it.
But you feel that there is something abnormal between you & him
And here is the most difficult part in the whole story..
You can't understand what is that called? What does that mean?
Does he love me? Or I'm just dreaming?
Does I love him!!?? Or I love his presence only??
Mixed feelings
I called " the confusing part"