Fairy Tail: The Story of a Boy That is Always Alone

Punishment: Laxus Route

I looked with watery eyes at him as the sun shun through the gaps between the trees. I was at a loss for words, I was vulnerable again, just like last time. Just like last time. Just... like... last... time.

"Why are you here Laxus." I said with what little of myself was still functioning in that moment.

"I saw you walking away from everyone here alone, pretty suspicious if you ask me." Laxus said as he stood where he was.

"Heh heh..., so that's your justification for spying on me." I said now angry as I shook trying to stand up. This caught Laxus off guard.

"Maybe I look horrible after crying and clawing at the dirt, begging for my old friends to come back knowing full well that they won't. I want punishment placed on me for being weak, for being gullible thinking I had won my fight that day, for being the worst friend ever to my... my f- fa- fa- family I had finally found in a place were people showed me genuine care no matter what. I want redemption from the holy father, for turning in to a monster, for being weak with the gift he gave me since birth. But I bet this all sounds like bullshit to you doesn't it!!!! Does it!!!" I was back to crying my eyes out as everything in my field of vision turned to nothing but a sick joke.

"I- I didn't mean it like-"

"What didn't you mean, to get yelled at, to make myself sound like shit for the unforgivable sin I've been carrying on my back these last 3 years as it dug its disgusting meaning down by throat!!! I hate it, I hate the world, I hate people like you who justify your actions on meer assumptions that anyone could simply believe, but I hate myself the very most for playing the world's stupid game and not having the nerve to stand up to it or the people in it. It's disgusting, I'm disgusting." I yelled as I threw up on the floor for screaming for so long.

Laxus's eyes were wide with shock. He had his share of demons, but they paled in comparison to those that _____ had in him.

"_____ I-"

"Just go." _____ said in a quiet voice. Almost as if it belonged to that of a small child beaten around by the world.

"____-"

"I SAID GO!!!" And with that last shout Laxus reluctantly began to walk away as his foot steps began to fade away from the area.

_____ began to shake and fell to the floor crawling back to the dirt mound that was left marked with a white wooden cross with a white sash attached to it as it moved with the wind.

The boy that was alone once more cried as the tears, saliva, and vomit mixed and dripped to the bare ground. Eyes red with emotions he couldn't control. Cries and gasps of air were the only things coming out from his wet mouth. His body shook with with pain, and trembled with anger as he scratched the dirt and hugged his cold body trying to soak in any remaining thought of his friends who he could no longer here their hearts beat. The autumn air and its cold touch were making its way to summer as the chilly air ran over his bare body. The colors of leaves turned from green to yellow, orange, and red, as the grass turned a light brown while the sun began to set making the sky shed a light pink, baby blue, orange, and yellow. The boy was cold and alone as the world began to be shut from his eyes as the very sight of it hurt. He knew deep down he still held on to hope even through out these past couple of years. He wanted to just sleep. And sleep he did.

On the massive grave beneath him.

Buried in sorrow.