WANT MY DAYS BACK

CHAPTER 1 Bad vibes

Aaradana Agarwal POV
"Come out soon..Everybody are waiting for you" my ma almost yelling outside the window. I'm super nervous today, finally the day came. I don't want to go out of this room but I can't help myself. Finally I glanced myself in the mirror i was okay. Yeah I'm just okay today I'm lacking something today.........yes my happiness.

Today is my wedding day. I was hell shocked last week when my papa and ma came and told me 'beti ur gonna get married next week. Invite your friends' yes I myself know about marriage just last week.

I have dreamt many thing about my marriage just like other girls. It was like a dream to me. But now my dream is totally chattered. I basically believed, while getting married I must know everything about my husband. But today I came to know his name while entering the marriage hall.

"Are u gonna come out or not" my ma shouted again bringing back my thoughts, behind the wall as though I have an option to cancel this marriage (totally sarcastic which doesn't suit for this situation). My ma is absolutely sweeter than halwa I don't know why she started becoming rude after that day. Even my father he was as sweet as chocolate now he became as bitter as  bitterguord. Yes both of them were very loving, caring, sharing and every -ing. But after that incredible day my life changed upside down. I felt betrayed.

"Aara do u want me to break this door or what? Open it fast" my ma shouts one last time. I don't want to take more time I'll just inform this groom name is Arun Thakur.

I opened my room and saw my ma she was literally sobbing, her beautiful eyes is now filled with happy tears. She is one of the most beautiful and strongest women I know. She looks adorable when she smiles and more adorable when I'm the reason behind her smile.

"ma don't cry please. I'm ready now. I just want you to smile. For that smile I can even get married n times with different strangers " I told her she slapped my arm playfully with her fist and told " don't play with me now come all are waiting for you down" She pulled me downstairs and I masked my face with fake smile, only I know the frustration, betrayal and sadness behind this smile. Yes I'm very good at acting like I'm-all-good nobody found my loneliness behind this mask.

As I move down I literally can't control my tears who is my recent best friend of mine at corner of my eyes before anybody could see my dude best friend I just wiped my tear.

Each steps I took I feel like something incredibly bad gonna happen. I know one bad news that's I'm getting married but I'm having a very strong bad feeling..is something seriously gonna happen.

Oh god! I'm fine whatever happens today to me even if I get burned in this agni I'm okay with it (okay??? U will be victory dancing in your mind my subconscious mind hit me - yes i know I'll be very happy if I did rather getting married to Mr. Arun Thakur) but nothing must affect my family...I dont want to see tears from there eyes

But seriously I'm getting bad vibes..

My heart is beating out of control

'Take a deep breath Aaradana, everything will be fine ' I advice myself knowing that nothing will be fine.

I looked at my father he is smiling at me after a long gap I can see happiness, a true happiness asthough he has accomplished a very big work, in his smile. I just want him to smile like this wholeheartedly always. For that smile I can do anything in this world.

I can't do this...I never can't do this...But i must do it......I wanted to turn and run away...I just wanted to go back to my old days....Yes I want my days back...to be loving from in and out... Not just to laugh outside and scream inside.

Life is a rollercoaster
With ups and downs
With happiness and sadness
With excitement and worry

Go with a flow
Some day it might change to your wish

I took small steps and moved forward.. I'm regretting the decision now I should have never opened my room to my ma.. I should have stayed inside until I bury myself under 6 feet inside.. no actually 25 feet inside so that nobody can find me.

By taking small steps I could sense a very strong bad vibes which is stronger than cyclone. I'm nervous to the core. I moved forward with the help of the father. Father!! When did he take my hands I lastly saw him while smiling at me now he is taking my hands and moving forward. I just hit my head inwards for lost in my world and moved forward.

My pa made me sit near rituals. My hands started to shiver even though I'm sitting in front of agni.

I never imagined I'll be waiting in front of agni for a stranger.. No it's Mr. Arun Thakur.

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That's the end of CHAPTER one

I hope you all enjoyed this part...i'll  make sure to bring Arun pov in next chap

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