WANT MY DAYS BACK

Chapter 40 Fight

Tasha POV

My life is a giant wheel. When i was in orphan i was very happy, eventhough we didn't have any materistic items, we were happy. I never longed for anything. But when i came out of orphan, i came to know what life is. I was searching for teacher job in school. Since i didn't have any experience, i was mocked in interview. I tried to teach people from home but nobody believed me. None of the parents sent their kids to me. I did all kinds of stupid part time job to fill my stomach which led me to molestation. One part of me was happy for it. If those guys didn't molest me, i would never get a family like this.

You would never see Aaradhana di in your daily life. She is the most optimistic person but she is pessimistic to herself. Her life is more confusing than her. I know she loves Koushik but she always puts others first. She doesn't even accept her love just like Koushik bhai. He is a perfect gentle man anybody could long for.

Now her life is at stack. And i'm in worse situation, i can't even help her. If i ever get a chance to see the bastard who published her video, that would be the last day for him. Koushik bhai presence yesterday made some change in Aaradhana di behaviour. She was getting ready for work today. "di, just take leave for few days. The company is not gonna sink in few days." i went and hugged her

"Nothing is going to change in few days Tasha. I have to face it anyway, sooner or latter. I choose sooner" she said softly. I kissed her cheeks. I got a notification, i checked my mail.

"Selected for 7 days intenship program in Lucknow" I looked at the mail serious. I was waiting for this mail for these months but now it is not possible for me to leave Aaradhana di at this condition.

"What is it Tasha?" she asked me

"Nothing di" i said.

"Give me our mobile" she tried to snatch from me. I tried to hide in my bag. She pulled my mobile from me "Selected for intenship program" she read the mail "Great news. Congratulation Tasha. Get ready now" she said

"I can't now di. How can i leave you now?" i reasoned

"Stupid girl. These kind of intenship program will happen only once you have to grab it. And you were searching for teacher job for so long. If you attend this you might get a job immediately. Then why do you want to waste" she gave my mobile back. "I'm a grownup women, i can take care of myself and i want me to fight my battle" she said patting my shoulder

"No di. Nobody can fight a battle alone. Everybody need someone to lean on, to support them, to trust them. That's what life is all about" i said

"Stop your advice. No more discussion. Before going to office, first i will pack your clothes." she said and packed my bags

"Ok di. I'll pack myself. But you have to text me often. Promise?" i asked

"Promise" she assured

I packed myself

Aaradhana POV

Hoping is the only thing left now. I hope people would be generous with me. I never expected Koushik would be like this. I feel blessed.

I walked inside the office. As i was entering elevator, i could sense all the people eyeing on me and whisphering about me. I just lowered my head as possible. I was about to enter my team. Before i could enter i was pulled by someone to the nearest room.

"How dare you come here? With what face your here? Shameless whore" she was spitting venom. I don't want to loose hope. I pulled my hand from her. Even a minute if i spend with Zoey i will loose all my hopes. I walked.