Am I in Love ?

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I have never felt what it's liked to be loved , Iv always been so scared to let someone love me because in my mind I just thought if I let this happen I will end up fucking up someones life and getting hurt my self in the process. Michael is special to me I think that I may love him but what if my past comes back around and hurts him ? I can't let that happen to him 

After talking with Michael we went down stairs holding hand and had some brunch. I was still feeling a little light headed but I'm not one to turn down food and Michael knows that. We finished our food and said our goodbyes to Julia , Michael decided that it would be best for us to spend some time together while i'm still on break so we headed back to the city.

The whole car ride we joked and laughed about the stupidest things and I kept making fun of him for how he was dancing last night with no rhythm at all. When we got back to the apartment we ordered chinese takeout while we waited for the food I was looking for a movie for us to watch on Netflix. I chose the Longest Ride, which was a romantic movie, which was perfect because it started to rain and you could see the darkness forming outside from the clear windows in the apartment. When our food arrived we got comfortable and started the movie , I started crying while I was eating and Michael started to make fun of me 

M- you look like a crazy person bawling out their eyes while having a noodle still hanging out your mouth 

L-  (Still crying)  you don't have to be mean, this movie is too sweet to not cry 

M- sure ( rolls eyes and chuckles)

After I finish eating I snuggle up to Michael and we stayed that way till we finished watching the movie after the screen went silent I struggled to open my mouth but I managed to get my words out and said ,Michael I think I love young I know this is early but eve since i meet eyes with you I felt a deep connection but I'm scared that you won't always be here for me...

He turned to me and held my face with his soft hands

M- baby girl I have loved you since the day I meet you, I knew that you are the one I have been waiting for I never want to hurt you I love you 

He put his soft lips on mines and kissed me gently my stomach was filled with butterflies I thought I was going to pass out... No one has told me that they loved me before like really love me ,all these years I have seeked attention from men that never truly loved me,  this man in front of me is different then any other .....


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