The Depressing Knowledge of Knowing You Suck

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Does he know I wake every night crying?

Does he know that my light inside

Does he know that its gone?

That inside I'm dying?

Do you think he can even imagine

What is running through my head?

Is it possible this could be a sin

That it might make me wish myself dead?

Is it horrible that I worry more about him

Than I do myself?

I feel my heart go dim

As I put my feelings on the shelf

I dont care about me anymore

I dont matter

As long as he feels safe to the core

My heart will get a little bit fatter

Well I've got another confession to make

It's so true

Oh my God, for goodness sake

I know a confession is due

The pain, he feels

I feel it too

Its like a starving person, without their meals

I just cant handle it

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