Hi guys .... I write on my phone so there might be mistakes , actually a lot of them . So Please forgive me for that . I will try my best to edit the chapter before publishing the chapter . I hope you liked the previous chapter and please Do tell me what you think about the book so far .
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I was waiting for my bus reading the heart and other black holes. The bus did come but it just passed my house with out stopping . That's when Ashton and jace pull over . Need a ride Ashton asks .
Ignore him I know he is doing it on purpose or maybe it's just coincidence but what ever . I get into to another bus . As I was walking to school . Boo someone screams . For some reason I feel like I know who it's ash , only his presence makes me feel this way . Cheesy but yet . The annoying unsettling feeling that makes you jumpy and happy never seemed to go wrong .
Not funny Carmen I say . He kiss me on my check well morning to you to baby he says . I rub the cheek he kissed me . The kiss did effect me but hmmm. That's the effecting it had I was out of words cause the kiss made me feel like he cared .
Ash looks away . I don't get why he acts like he is hurt . I was stepping on the leaves I thought I was being subtle about it . Can you stop doing that he says in an irritated tone . What I ask
He steps on the leaves making the crisp sound this he says . Fine I mutter .
I was successful in avoiding ash the whole day I did miss him a teeny tiny bit but he didn't have to know that .
I got into the bus , And next to me sat ash . Talk about surprises .
I try to get up and leave . Sit he says pulling back it to my seat . At the very moment an internal war started the past and it's actions Against the present and the choice. I was looking out of the window . Trying to not let his presence effect me .
He was playing with my hand . I kept pulling it away . You either let me hold you hand or I talk to you he say . I thought I could ignore him while talking . Talk I say confidently .
He was telling me about his day and the prank he played on jade the girl with Emma . I try to think of. the last time some was so keen on sharing how they spent their day with me . Never , people told me about there frustrating time but never the crazy things they did that day except Emma I guess . The prank was quite funny . No way I say as I burst out laughing .
Ash was just smiling staring at me with is dreamy eyes. Look away before you melt me you idiot I think to myself . What I ask felling insecure now . If he looked to long maybe he can see through the walls I have built around .
Your stop is here he says I get down . I was hoping he got down too like cliche romantic scene but he didn't .
The next day I was determined to take the school bus .
It's 6:45 I was waiting for the bus hoping the driver would notice me . The bus stoped at my place as I get in I see Ashton looking out of the window . As soon as I do I get down .
Why cause the crazy romantic side of me has awakened and now it's turned on the haywire mode in me . It feels like I was partly reason for most of his doings . Plus I think I like Ashton which is not good . I need to avoid him . Like that's going to work my inner voice pipes up . Shut up haywire I yell to my self .
I didn't have to avoid ash why cause he didn't come to school
Now I was at the library felling guilty . I did rule out the option of him being hurt because of me but it's ash he might not care but I do .
For the first time in life I picked up a romance novel . I blame it on haywire ( my inner voice / awakened romanticist ) .
the male lead was about to kiss an other girl front of the girl he loved . That's just messed up . I was engrossed in the book .
