The end of the fucking world [COMPLETED]

❀Tapes,Topher and confusion ❀

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I walked down the stairs to see James sitting alone looking like a right mess,
"What happened then?",I ask sitting beside him,
"Alyssa left",He said tensing up as I sat beside him,
"Left?",I ask throwing my legs up on the sofa,
"She was giving me head and I said no and she left",He turned his head,
"She'll be back, don't worry",I laugh ruffling his hair,
He gives me a smile but it fades quickly,
"Is that what the flowers are for then?",I ask nodding my head in the direction of a bunch of what looked like yellow wildflowers in a pot,

"Yes",He said quickly and jumped up to grab them,
"Do you think she'll like them?",He asked looking at his feet,

"Can never be sure with her",I shake my head,
Suddenly the door opens and James stands in front of the door with the flowers,

Alyssa walks in with some guy that looks about 20,
"James, this is topher",She says pulling off her coat,
"And we're going upstairs to have sex",She says before turning and leaving James standing there,

I think I just heard my heart shatter,
I waited for him to react,
Nothing.
"You alright?",I ask walking over to him,
He nods his head and picks up Alyssa's coat,

James pulled out a knife and stared at it for a second,
"What. The . Fuck",I say stepping back,
His eyes widened as if he'd forgotten I was there,

"It's for protection",He says nodding as if he'd told a lie he believes,
"Alright",I say giving him a weird look,
"Give it to me",I say holding out my hand,
"Don't you trust me?",He asked whilst grabbing the video camera and box from earlier and walking over to sit down,

Then I thought about it,
James didn't look very strong,
So if he was to try something there's two of us and one of him,
I shrug and sit beside him still aware this boy carries a knife,

He opens the box and pulls out the Polaroids,
"Holy shit",I say moving closer and taking a few of the Polaroids from him to look at,
They were pictures of girls with their names written underneath,
But the girls were bruised and had blood on them,
Some of them even tied down,

James opened up the video camera and even worse was on there,
Women being beaten and probably, most likely raped,

I grabbed the camera and shut it off,
Before I can speak that 'Topher' guy comes running down the stairs,
"She is a fucking pricktease bitch",He said,
"Right, Yeah",James said before topher slammed the door,

"Great job defending your girlfriend",I say giving him a thumbs up,
"She's not my girlfriend anymore",He said pointing at the door Topher just left out of,
"Oh, right",I say and lie down on the chair,
"She can be a pricktease",I shrug,
"Are we going to tell her?",James asked changing subject,
"That she's a pricktease?",I ask confused,
"The photos",He answers,

I had almost forgotten about the pictures and videos,
"Course",I think about how I'll go about it,
"I'll tell her",I nod,
"Now?",He asked narrowing his eyes,
"Yes,now",I say awkwardly and stand to leave,

I trot up the stairs quietly and push the door open,
"Alyssa?",I say hoping she isn't asleep or dead,
"What?",She says more than asks in an aggressive tone,
"We have to get out of here",I sit beside her on the bed,
"No",She says standing up,
"Me and James were looking through the press and we foun-",She interrupted me louder than before,

"Oh, you and James have you gotten quite close then?",She says walking towards the window,
"There was a camera an-",Once again I was cut off,
"I don't care",She says and rolls her eyes,
I go silent,
"But",I try explain,
"Come here",She says from the window,
I stay sitting,
"Come . Here",She repeats,

I stand up and walk over to her,
"Did you fuck him?",She asks making me more confused,
"Who? Topher guy?",I ask looking her in the eyes,
"James",I could see her ears turn red as if she was angry or embarrassed,
"No",I shake my head slowly,
"Good",She says,

I'm about to leave when she pulls me back and catches me completely off guard by pulling my face towards hers,
I flinched and waited for her first to come in contact with my face but that didn't happen,

Suddenly her lips are on mine,
Wait.
No.
This isn't right,

I push her off,
"I'm not gay",I say as I step backwards,
"Whatever, me neither",She shrugs and sits down on the bed again,

I walk out of the room and stand in shock for a few seconds,

She's just made everything ten times more difficult then they had to be...