I stood in front of Anthony, my back facing him.
"What.." I managed to choke out, turning to face him.
He rolled his eyes. "I know. That you. Like me. " He repeated sharply.
" Yeah... I got that, but .. how? "
He crossed his arms.
"I'm not stupid and näive." He stated. "And do me a favour, " He said raising his voice, " Stay the Fuck away from me you twink." And walked away behind me sharply nudging my shoulder. I heard a door slam in the hallway but I was to upset to move. Tears made my vision blur .
'Stay the Fuck away from me.' was all that I heard. Over and over it was repeating and I managed to sit on the floor. I pulled out my phone.
Went home. Sorry bro.
-Connor
Tears fell onto my phone screen as I clicked send. I stood up after about 2 minutes left through the front door, quietly closing it. Halfway down the block to my house, my phone buzzed.
How come man?
I shook my head. I couldn't tell Nick. So I lied.
Mom needs some help at home.
I sent the text halfway down the block. About 45 seconds later I heard panting behind me and didn't dare look.
"Hey. Slow the fuck down. What the hells the matter cause I know your mom don't need jack shit from you." Nick said to me, a concerned edge in his voice. I stopped and sniffled.
"Bro...?"
I turned to face him, tears threatening to escape.
"Woah dude. What the hell..."
He stepped forward, reaching his hand to touch my shoulder. I shook my head,
"Nothing. Just stuff." I replied.
"Yeah dude. I'm not fucking stupid. What's the matter with you."
I proceeded to explain to him about my on going crush on Anthony and how when he had found out, he got angry and told me to leave him alone forever.
I wiped my face on my arm to push the tears away that had managed to escape.
"So ya, that's what happened." I managed.
"Wow man. I'm pretty damn naïve to not notice to liked my fucking brother. But he shouldn't have acted that way towards you."
I nodded in agreement,
"Your brothers kinda a dick ya know..."
"Yeah he's hard headed like that. He'll come around though. So don't feel too bad."
I just shrugged.
He pretty much hated me and I just couldn't handle that. Knowing that the boy I loved hated me for life was crushing and I felt as if I was empty inside my ribs.
I waved for Nick to follow me and we walked the rest of the way to my house
to go play Left For Dead 2 on my Xbox360.
Just for the record, Nick, is waayy better than me at this game. I get scared and start screaming and running away from the zombies and he runs right into the horde and just fucks everything up for them.
After I died for what felt like the 39billionth time, we quit playing.
"What do you wanna do?" Nick asked, twiddling his thumbs.
"I don't care," I replied, just as Rebecca, Anthony's girlfriend texted me.
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A.N.Heey guys! I know I'm really super duper behind but I just moved and I've been busy with like the end of school and stuff like that. And I know! The chapters short. But it's a suspense building effect I guess. leave me a comment on what you think! Byee xoxoxo
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My Bestfriends Brother •bxb•
RomanceConnor Dale, the 17 year old track star has a secret. He's gay. He's known since he was young. Only his mom Elizabeth and childhood best friend Nick Elms know. There's only one problem, Connor's in love with Nicks twin brother, Anthony. Who's straig...