saviour ➳ j.j.k

nine.

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week 1
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Things weren't the same. Things didn't feel right. Ever since we started dating I noticed something; Jungkook. He started becoming cold? He would try to avoid me every chance he gets. Every time I try to talk to him, he always made excuses, for example " sorry, I'm busy" or " i need to go to the washroom" but of course, I let him go. I was so in love with him I barley noticed. Just knowing he was mine and I was his made me flutter. "Maybe he's just in used to dating" I always say to myself..but why, why now that were actually dating you act as if I'm a stranger? I want answers, wait no, I need answers

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"Jungkook-ah!" I yelled from the kitchen. Grabbing two slices of toast, one for me and one for him. "WE NEED TO HURRY TO DROP JOOHYUN OFF TO AUNTY AND OUR ASSES TO SCHOOL DIPSHIT" I hurried to put on my shoes and put on joonyun's jacket.

Jungkook came out of the bedroom, he had messy hair and a loose tie. I pulled him in towards me and was about to tighten his tie when his hands stopped me from doing so

"Stop, I can do it myself" he yanked my hand back and slipped on his shoes before walking out of the apartment. I started at the door, sadness filling my body. Sighing, I held Joohyuns hand and walked out locking the door behind me.

"What's wrong with Hyung Noona? He looks angry, I thought you loved eachother?" Joohyun said confused. "I'm not sure, maybe he's not used to all of this" I replied looking down.

We made our way to the front of the building, my eyes searched around for Jungkook. Looking a bit harder, I saw him entering the bus, really? He couldn't wait for us? "JOOHYUN RUN!" I yelled running to the bus. But it was to late. The bus drove off and passed us. Everything was like in slow motion when I saw Jungkook in the window staring at us. I glared at him and heaved loudly. "THE BUS!" Joohyun yelled tugging my skirt.

"Guess we have to walk now"

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I was already late. After dropping Joohyun off at grandmas flower shop, I decided there was no point of trying to run, the results would be the same anyways. I walked into the school with a dark aura around me. I checked the time and it was already the end of first period.

"YA- Jungkook?"

AUTHORS POV

"YA-Jungkook?" She quickly got up and crossed her arms. "REALLY? YOU COULD'VE WAITED FOR ME AND JOOHYUN BUT YOU DECIDED TO LEAVE? wow, I feel loved" She scoffed. Jungkook just plainly stared at her with no emotion.

"Look, I don't want to deal with people going around talking about us okay? So let's just pretend we're not dating" he said with a mono tone. Jae stared at him shocked, she was fuming with anger. are you fucking serious?!

Jae clenched her fist, she was about to open her mouth when Jungkook simply walked away. This bitch really wants a death wish huh? What's the point of dating me? I swear you little coconut ass, I will leave you if you keep up with this.

A/N: oh stop lying to yourself hoe, we all know your craving for his ass

Jae screamed in anger as she kicked the trash can beside her before walking to class.

"Your late" mr. I'mdesperateforjiminsthighs glared. She rolled my eyes and walked to my seat "you think I didn't know? Sorry but a certain someone was keeping me behind" Jae snapped and looked at that certain someone from the corner of my eye.

Jungkook just kept his head down while fidgeting with his pencil. Jae sighed knowing it's hard not to stay mad at him, she loved him so much it was a hard to hate him for a long time. The way his lips pouted when he found a question difficult made her heart soften.

It was lunch time, After everyone left, she grabbed Jungkook by the hand and dragged him out "your eating with me today" she said sternly. Jungkook stared at her small body trying to drag him out of the class but quickly yanked back. Jae looked back at him, anyone could tell she was hurt. He was about to walk out when she quickly hugged him. Trapping him in her embrace tightly

"Why..why does it seem like you hate me so much. Why did you even ask me out when your gonna avoid me ..please.. if something's bothering you tell me. It's only been a week and I felt no signs of love from you.i can't afford to watch our relationship get worst than it's already is" Jungkook tensed body soften hearing her words.

Jungkook loved her, maybe a little to much but for some reason he wasn't able to express the love he had for her. The feeling he felt was so unfamiliar to him. He wished to hold her in his arms and kiss her every chance her gets. He wanted to share laughs and do everything with her. But...he couldn't. His body seems to reject his actions.

Jungkook felt his blouse getting wet. She was actually crying..

"Jungkook, your the first person in years that I've allowed in to my life, in to my heart. Don't make me regret it, I love you so much I can't lose you"

Those Three words made Jungkook's heart stopped. It sounded so beautiful coming out of her mouth. The way she tighten her grip on him made Jungkook want it do the same to her. He pulled away and leaned towards her soft, no red cheeks. Jungkook felt his body trying to pull back, before it can he quickly slammed his lips against hers. Jae kissed back letting even more tears out.

Finally, she thought. That was the first time she was able to feel loved. The feeling and emotion his lips felt against hers made her weak. She made she to savour the feeling.

Jae thought that everything was going to be all rainbows and sunshine after this, but was she wrong.

In fact, things were gonna get worst