[Jasmine]
I didn't mean for this to happen.
It just did.
I should've been more careful.
And now no one will believe me.
I woke up the next morning, my eyes filled with tears. I lost my virginity. And to Justin Bieber. And now I'm scared.
I'm afraid.
I rose up in the bed, throwing my legs over the edge of the bed, the sheets covering my naked body. I couldn't help the soft sobs that left me lips, but I covered them to muffle the sound.
"Jasmine..." I hear Justin's voice softly speak behind me. I was crying so much, I didn't realize he had woke up, that's until he started placing soft kisses on my bare back.
"W-we shouldn't... H-have-"
"Are you crying?" He rasps, his voice concerned.
"We shouldn't have done this." I mumble.
"Why? Y-you didn't like it?" He asks
"N-no... I-I loved it." I stammer. "I love you."
"Awe baby... Come here." He coos pulling me back into the bed. I turn to face him, letting him hold me.
"Stop crying... Okay?" He says wiping my tears. I nod my head, sniffling. But my heart was still breaking.
"Last night was amazing... and I loved it just as much as you."
"D-do y-you love m-me?" I asks.
"O-of course." He stammers.
"No. Not like that. Not just as a belieber. You took my virginity. Something I can't get back." I explain.
He looks away from me, biting his lip. His face was filled with confusion. And that's when I knew...
He didn't.
"I-I should go..." I say softly, rolling out of bed, grabbing my bag and heading into the bathroom.
After showering and getting dressed. I packed up everything as Justin watched me, now dressed in sweats and a shirt. He stood in the frame of the bathroom door watching as I zipped my bag.
"D-don't go." He whimpers coming beside me.
"I-I have to." I mumble, fixing my hair.
"Jasmine..."
"Thank you..." I quickly say, walking towards the door.
"Jasmine wait!" He says loudly, walking behind me. My body trembles as I stop in front of the door.
"I can't... Do this, okay? I love you. I care for you. But it's clear to me that you only love me as your belieber. And I'll have to accept that." I sob softly, never turning around.
"Jasmine, I-"
"G-goodbye Justin." I say opening the door and walking out.
When I get to the lobby, I check my phone to see it was 9:30 in the morning. And I remembered Lisa was having a breakfast feast for all the seniors. So I call her.
"Hey Mrs. Bieber. How was your night?"
"Um... C-Could you come pick me up?" I say, wiping tears.
"Babe? What's wrong?" She asks.
"Please... Just come get me." I sob softly.
"Okay. I'm on the way." She says hanging up.
Before I knew it, we were headed to her house. I stayed quiet the entire ride as my phone kept ringing.
"Are you going to answer that?" Lisa asks.
"N-no." I stammer.
"Jasmine, he's calling you." Lisa says.
"I-I.."
"You know you want to."
"No I don't. I can't. Not right now." I sob a little.
"Jasmine, what happened? Did he hurt you?"
I shake my head.
"Then what?"
I sigh deeply, preparing to tell her setting I never thought I'd say.
"We had sex, Lisa. I gave him my virginity."
"Oh my god. Jasmine?!" She squeals.
"Lisa... Don't, okay?"
"Well... H-how was it?" She says as we drive on her road.
"I-it was... Amazing." I breathe.
"Awe..."
"But that's the thing... He doesn't love me. I'm just a belieber he had sex with." I sniffle.
She parks in her drive way, turning off the car.
"Jasmine... It's clear he has some feelings for you. I mean c'mon. How many beliebers have asked him to prom and how many have he actually went with?"
She had a point.
"Lisa... I really don't want to get into this. I just... Want to forget about it."
She nods and we get out of the car. I put my dark shades on the hide my puffy and red eyes. All through the breakfast, I tried to enjoy my class. And as much as I wanted to forget about the night before, my heart wouldn't allow me.
I was deeply in love with him. And now I regret that night with everything in me. I want to hate him. I don't want him to love me. I don't to have these feelings. I just want to forget about the entire night.
But I can't.
My phone vibrates and there's a tweet from Justin.
@justinbieber: I still love you baby girl...
My heart skips a few beats. I felt like he was talking to me, but I wasn't sure, so I decided to tweet.
@iamjourneygrace: last night I can't forget. And it hurts to know I may never be the girl you deserve or even want
After sending the tweet, I receive a notification.
@justinbieber: you are who I want.
Tears fall down my face. Why is he making this so hard? Why is he doing this to me?
@iamjourneygrace: why are you doing this to me?
@justinbieber: because I love you
I just can't win with him. So I just stop tweeting. Then I go on instagram and he posted a pic of us at prom with the caption:
Best night of my life with the greatest girl:) #mybelieber
He's fighting for me. This is crazy.
Justin Bieber is fighting for me.
(A/n: comment what you think will happen next. Trust me. It's a shocker. Love you for reading😘🌺)
