Fallen Leaves

I want her ........

''She looks normal,
But is more than that .
She cry when I hurt her ......
But don't like when I hurt her reputation. ....
Like a wind her mood change in swing ,
She is happy about the present but sad about the future,
Past haunt her but never leave the games of horror movie,

Take care of me when I am not 'okay' but never let me to take care of her ,'i am okay .. . I am fine ' that what she say ,

She is strangely weird, that what I call ....

She is like sweet ,salty, cute at the same time when she get angry .......
Complain all the time when i click her photos .....

Act cute when want to buy some make-up,
But who is gonna say her she look more prettier without it .

Eat ice cream like a child ,
Act freely in front of me ,
And act well mannered in front of elders. ....

I want to say her 'be yourself '
But she will say 'the world will think I am mad '.....

She giggled softly for my dumb action,
And hugged me when I got mad at her ......

Sometimes I can't understand her ..... but don't know how she understood me well ......

She want to look good ......
But doesn't she know that she even look cute in baggy clothes ..

She is not pretty like other girls ,.
But she is beautiful in her own way .....

Jealous that what I feel ...
When she is with other boy .
Then why she cry ,when she know he don't deserve her anything.

I want say her 'I love you '
But I know she don't want me like how I want her. ..

Friends  that what the world tag us ,
She looks happy when I am with her .....

I want her in my arms ,until she drained her sadness. ...
I want to give all the happiness in the world ....

I got sad when she say 'i have fallen for someone ' ....
At that moment it was like crunching my own heart .

But when the next day she whispered in my ears 'I love you '
It got me so wonderful. ...

I just stare at her like it was dream ,until she kissed my lips .

This is it ......

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Lol .......
Lmao. .......
Creepy. .....

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