''He was nothing,
But something for me .
He is more than a friend
Less than a lover ,
Crush you may can call ?
Being with him more than with my parents,
Understanding him more than myself,
Loving him under the tag of friendship ,
Supporting him forever more than a friend .
As they say one side is more hard than being a lovers,
It's harder to pretend that all the time when he even talk with other girls .
Jealous you may can tag me that .....
Harder to pretend angry on him ,
He is too cute when he show his puppy eye's.
Remembering his day-to-day favorite things is my part time job ....
But I even know what I like ?
'isn't he is your favorite? ' my soul said .....
Looking cool was his job for the world ,
But they don't know he even hide under the bedsheets in the presence of spider in the house .
Never accept his lose always want to win ,
But didn't he know he won all the hearts of girls in the town ?....
He is like the time of happiness, that I always want to hold but it's didn't stay longer with me , I know .....
But who knows that one day he will say ' I want to show you ,someone who like me ' I smile in the thought that it's me ?......
Until he sit down on his knees and take one rose ,
Present me the box of a beautiful ring under it ,
My eyes sparkled
I gasped , hands in my mouth
But he stands up ,
''Will she like it ?'' My heart crushed down in the mention of 'she' 'then wasn't it me ?' I thought. ...
I nodded while smiling,
He hugs me 'thank you bestie '
'Yeah 'bestie' he only think me as bestie , his feeling are not for me as a lover ' ......
Day by day .....
He spend less time with me .
I got hurt ,I am nothing without him ...
He was the only friend ,I can say I have .
Even I myself wasn't friendly towards me .....
Sniff when I heard his laugh,
He is happy with someone. ..
Then let him be ....
I just want his happiness,
if it wasn't with me 'it's okay'
After all he is happy ,it's fine .....
But one-day when he hugged he tight and say 'she broke up with me , I need you my friend '......
I smiled 'it's okay ,if he loves me as a friend ,then let it be ...'
As I can say 'love is not fair with me , he is not my boy but my bestie '
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I am cringing TOO MUCH !
''Te amo , mi te amo ....
You are the sunshine of the evening ,
Te amo, mi te amo .....
You have the colour, more than thousands. ''
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Fallen Leaves
Non-Fiction''Stolen line's by unspoken time's '' Pages of line's and quote, are only for feeling of hearts #72 in non-fiction
