Is It Love

Is It Love

Chapter 1

Jens POV:

It's Tuesday were filming today for Mockingjay. I don't really want to go I feel sick, but Josh, Liam & everyone else will make it better. I go on the set and were about to film one of the scenes when I already feel it coming I run to find a bathroom any bathroom my trailer is too far for me to keep it in any longer so I just run into Josh's trailer it's closer than mine and I just had to blow so I went into his bathroom and puke.

When I'm done I rinse my mouth and throat to get this nasty taste out of my mouth. I go outside and Josh is right there I say sorry to him and that I just couldn't hold it enough to get to my trailer so his was the closest so I ran in there.

"It's fine, are you okay, are you sick, maybe you should rest or go to your hotel for today"

"No I can't we have to keep filming, plus I'm fine just nauseous is all but thanks"

"Come on they sent me to see if you're fine, since you are and don't want to go back to your hotel then let's go"

"Okay let's go"

Josh & I go back on set. Liam, Woody, Francis, and the rest of the crew all ask if I'm okay & need to go home.

"I'm fine we should keep on filming," I say.

"Alright you heard her she's fine," says Francis.

"Thanks," I reply.

"No problem," he says.

We film for a couple hours & I feel fine we're almost done filming, but then I get the same feeling again.

"Oh no.. not again."

I run when we're in the middle of shooting a scene. I mean I didn't want to throw up in front of everybody. I run for my trailer this time. I run as fast as I can I barely even make it. I get to the bathroom and puke. This feeling is so horrible. I hate it I'm just staying there when I feel it coming up my throat again.

I then start to wonder why? It happened twice already & I'm not sick or anything. All of a sudden I realize I'm late. Crap that's the reason I'm late I didn't know why, but then I do. No I can't it can't be true so I try to push the thought out of my head but I can't. I know it would be with Nick, but we're not even married & I don't want a kid right now I'm not ready. I'm not even ready to get married how can I be ready to have a kid.

I rinse off & just stay there awhile. I'm glad no one came because I needed to be alone, to think about this. I'm crying I don't know why though it should be good right, to have a child. It brings happiness, but why am I not happy about this, why am I crying? Do I want this baby? What am I gonna do? I need to get a pregnancy test. I need to be sure.

I hear someone outside. I stop crying almost immediately. I wipe the tears and fix my makeup. Did they hear me crying? I go outside but no one is there. What? Who was outside? Was it Josh? No it couldn't have he would have came inside and hugged me or something. But if it wasn't Josh then who?

Josh's POV:

I think she heard me. Crap! What do I do? Oh no, where do I go? What do I do? I hear her opening the door. I don't know what I did but I find myself under her trailer? Really Josh why her trailer. You're such a loser. Why am I so afraid. I need to know what I'm feeling. Why I have these feelings? If I even have feelings? I need a friend to talk to. But who.... I know.. Jenna!