All day i could barely contain my exitement. During class my fingers drummed against my desk and when i saw Olive first hour, we exchanged passionate glances.
During class she brushed my hand and lay a small note inbetween my fingertips. It read "dont forget about tonight" i looked up and smiled at the godess that sat before me. "i would never forget" i whispered.
That afternoon, after school, i lay before a full length mirror looking at my reflection. All i saw was ugly. I looked away from the mirror and slowly sat on my bed, curled up in a ball. My hand instinctively went for the razor and i did not oblige.
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Several bandages, a monster energy drink, and one blog post later, it was finnaly 2 AM.
This time i woar a grey sweatshirt (with a black tanktop under it) and skinny jeans AND i made sure to wrap my wrists. I waited untill the light went off in my parents room and i made my way out the window. I took off into the black night awaiting to speak to olive.
Once i arrived, she was already there. I smiled and gently waved. she did the same.
As soon as i was close to her she grabbed me and pulled me into a deep hug. I smiled and took in her cherry blossom scent. She pulled away and i saw a crimson blush on her cheeks. god was she cute.
She then pulled something out of her pocket. a egg. She put it in my hands and i felt that it had nothing inside of it.
She took a step away, "open it"
I pushed my thumb into the egg and i felt a small piece of paper. i pulled it out of the cracked shell and it read in black print, will you go out with me? I smiled and said yes before hugging her tightly.
She laughed and returned the embrace. I looked up and she moved her hands from my waist to my chin. She pulled me in and we shared a passionate kiss. After that, she looked down at my wrist obviously remembering last night.
"Did you do it again" she whispered in a sad voice. It took all my might not to cry. I awkwardly blushed and nodded.
"wanna know a secret" She said still in a sad but gruff voice. i nodded. She pulled up the long sleeve of her jacket and i was suprised at what i saw. She had scars on her arms. My eyes widened and i felt a loss for words. No wonder she wanted me to quit. She went through the same hell. She quickly shoved her sleeve down.
I kissed her on the lips and smiled into her dark eyes. "I'll try to quit.."
That seemed to satisfy her enough and she traced her finger on my cheek. "Thank you" she whispered. I then felt a vibration from my phone.
To my horror i saw the caller ID. it was my mom.
I showed it to olive and her eyes widened. "oh my god im so sorry! Make up something!" she panicked along with me.
My shaky fingers pressed answer and i held the phone up to my ear. "hello?" i said weakly.
"BRIANNE WHERE ARE YOU" my mother shouted. Olive wrapped her arms around my waist and listened to the begining of the troubling conversation.
"Well i heard there was going to be a meteor shower and i came outside to watch it!" i said defensively. Olive gave me a thumbs up and my genius answer and i rolled my eyes trying not to laugh.
"YOU ARE GROUNDED. COME HOME RIGHT NOW MISSY" she shouted sounding even angrier than before. I felt my heart drop and i answered with a simple "yes ma'am" before hanging up.
"fuck." i sighed putting my hands up too my face. I was in so much trouble.
"im sorry im sorry!" olive said hugging me. I managed a weak smile.
"its not your fault" I said resting my arms on her shoulders. She kissed me and sighed.
"i have to go" i said quietly before kissing her again. She wrapped her arms around my waist and deepened the embrace. I smiled into the kiss and opened my mouth a tad before we entered the makeout stage. We broke the kiss, each gasping for breath, and i smiled boldly at her. for a minute i forgot what was waiting for me at home.
"goodnight" i said before pecking her lips and pulling away. She smiled and waved as i took off. "Goodnight darling!" she said in her hot voice.
I ran home and re-climbed through the window. Two disapointed figures were waiting for me.
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aw yeyasss n_n
