Connor
I couldn't believe it. After two entire years, Troye Sivan himself broke up with me. Not once had we told our audiences about us. It was the one thing we wanted to keep private. Of course, fans had their theories. Plenty of them had so much proof to prove we were together. But now everything has gone downhill. I mean, what are you supposed to do when you've just been broken up with after two entire years and no one for sure knew you were together except for close friends? This fucking sucks. Why? I saw it coming, it wasn't any surprise. But I was so convinced that we'd last forever. But everyone knows that young love never lasts forever.
And since then, I have come to crying. Crying so fucking much that I just walked and walked until I found myself at Tyler's house. I knock on the door, tears continually running from my eyes and down my face. I look terrible. I knock and knock and I don't stop until Tyler finally comes to the door and opens it. I don't blame him for taking so long: it's 2am.
"What are you- Oh my god! Connor, come in babe. Just- ah- make yourself at home. I'll make you some tea." He seems so worried, but it's apparent he has no clue why I'm on his doorstep in tears.
I walk over to the couch with my head down and sit up hugging my legs while the tears continue flowing. Heartbreak hurts so fucking bad. Love is deadly. Emotions are deadly. I don't want to feel anything. I just want to stay here until it's all over.
Tyler walks back into the living area with two cups of tea in hand. One for him and one for me. I look up slightly, eyes completely bloodshot and tired. Tyler hands me a cup of tea, and sits down next to me on the couch. He begins to talk.
"Connor. What's wrong? I've never seen you so bad," He pauses, "did something happen? More importantly, do you want to talk about it?"
I sniffle and look up to look at him and make eye contact for the first time since I got here. I shake my head, "not yet." My voice is raspy.
"Do you want to stay here for the night?"
"Yes please." I smile sadly.
A/n
Hello! I'll probably continue this fanfic with a different ship as I know literally nothing about Jacob Dixon. I'm not quite sure which ship yet though. I'm also literally the worst at updating, so don't expect updates all the time or for this to even be finished tbh
Hope y'all have a wonderful day/evening/night wherever you are!
- Kayden xx
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finding you - connor franta
FanficAfter two entire years of being with someone he truly loved, Connor felt heartbreak. He found himself on Tyler's doorstep in tears. Sooner or later, he finds out that Troye has a boyfriend. Maybe Connor will find someone of his own one day
