She's Not Afraid

Chapter 3

~Hazel's POV~

I walked from the front door and went back upstairs. I don't want him here. I don't care about him. I walked into my room and plopped down onto my bed. I got my laptop in my lap and got on Tumblr.

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I sat there for about an hour just looking at pictures, listening to music, blogging, and occasionally fangirling over pictures. I walked downstairs to get some food. I went into the kitchen and got a box of poptarts.

I was about to walk back upstairs when I noticed a car out in front of my house that usually isn't there. All of the sudden I remembered I had left Louis outside! Would he honestly stay for all that time?

I went to the door and opened it only a little so I could see if he was still there. There he was, sitting on the steps in front of my house, doing absolutely nothing but waiting for me to come back and let him in.

I opened the door all the way and stepped outside. He turned around and stood up quickly. A small smile appeared on his face. I rolled my eyes.

"Why are you still here? Do you like hanging around my house like a stalker?" I scoffed. He looked a little hurt.

"No. I wanted to apologize. I didn't mean anything I said to you," he looked down. I softened my glare a little.

"I don't know if I believe you," I replied, trying to still sound angry.

"I say stupid shit sometimes, but don't we all when we can't have what we want," confusion hit me. What was he trying to say?

"I don't understand what you mean?" I gave him a confused look.

"I just want you to forgive me," he started playing with his fingers and was looking at his feet. He looked like a little boy who just broke his mum's favorite lamp and was getting his *ss chewed out for it.

"I don't want to forgive you. Do you know how much you hurt me? A little apology isn't going to help at all," I tried not to give him any mercy or sympathy.

He looked up at me. I could see the guilt in his eyes. It almost looked like he was about to start crying.

"Please. Im sorry. I really am. Please forgive me," he was pracitcally begging. I sighed.

"Fine. But if you say anything like what you said, I will never speak to you again," I crossed my arms and a grin appeared on his face.

"Thank you. Now can I come i-"

"No. I may have forgiven you but you are not going in my house. Goodbye Louis."

I walked back in the house. I knew he was going to go back to acting like a bigshot at school. I sighed and made myself some food.

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The next day I put on some white skinny jeans and a navy blue and white plaid shirt rolled up to my elbows. I rolled my jeans up a little and put on some black Vans.

I went to my bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. Maybe I should have some cute hair today. I curled my hair and applied some light makeup. I grabbed my navy blue beanie and slipped it on.

I smiled at my reflection. I looked somewhat cute and simple. I walked downstairs.

"Hey mum. I'm going to school," I said and gave her a quick hug. She smiled and waved goodbye. I grabbed my bag and put over my shoulders and walked out the door.

I have to walk to and from school since I don't have a car yet. It sucks...a lot. Being one of the laziest people ever, I don't enjoying walking but sometimes it does clear my head.

I pulled my headphones out and put them in my phone and started to listen to some music.

I took my time to walk to KHS. The song How to Love by Lil Wayne came on. I loved/hated this song. It's so sweet but sad.

A car pulled up next to me. I looked over and smiled when I saw my bestfriend Cara. I got into her car.

"I thought you might have wanted a ride," Cara said.

"Thanks, boo," I replied. She sped down the rode to Kayne High.

When we got there we walked in and took our spot near some of our friends.

"Okay so spill it," Cara said.

I raised an eyebrow.

"What on God's green earth are you talking about?" I asked. She rolled her eyes.

"You know exactly what I am talking about. Louis Tomlinson. What happened with him?"

"Nothing. He is still a total *ssface and I don't like him," I laughed.

Another eyeroll.

"Really? He is like in love with you and he is super cute and you say you don't like him? I don't understand you."

I shrugged my shoulders and put both earphones in so the world was tuned out.

Cara was talking to some of our friends and I rested my chin in my hand. I looked around the commons area we were in. I noticed Louis and his gang of friends.

They looked like idiots with all of their laughing and playing with each other. I smiled to myself.because it looked like fun to be with them laughing and joking.

All of the sudden Louis caught my eye and he winked. I blushed and looked away quickly. I could see out of the corner of my eye that he pointed in my direction and was laughing with all of his friends.

Great now I was being made fun of. That is just perfect.

Hey guys hope you like it so far. Im sorry if there are any typos. If you liked it then vote!! You are beautiful.

Stay gucci

~Hazxx