melancholy ;; poems & shit

Have You Ever Lived My Life

Have You Ever Lived My Life

Have you ever felt like you could do nothing right;

Have you ever felt like giving up the fight;

Have you ever slit your wrists;

Have you ever picked up a knife;

I have 1 question for you,

Have you ever lived my life?

I'm better now and I got help;

but sometimes I feel as though I'm slipping back;

I pick up that old rusted knife, and that bottle of pills, but then I think......

Will hell be full of thrills?

I know it won't and that's what keeps me clean.