melancholy ;; poems & shit

Mixed Emotions

Mixed Emotions

Inside I'm crying

outside I'm smiling

no one notices

but its hard for me to control this

when you see me walk by

it doesn't look like it but I want to die

thoughts racing through my head

then comes the tears that I shed

how can I change

all the tears and rage

you say you understand

and all I need is a helping hand

that may be true

but first take a walk in my shoes

sadness, angers, and unbearable pain

you'll be taking a walk full of nothing but shame

as time moves slower

my self-esteem gets lower

am I nothing to this world

or am I just a worthless teenage girl?