Our Forbidden Love

Part #1

Hey I'm Nicole I'm 21 years old live alone I'm sad heartbroken but I wasn't always like this when I was a teenager my mom got remarried to a man I never meant he and I got along instantly but on my birthday when I turned 15 he did something I would always remember as long as I live he kissed me that was the start of our secret relationship when I turned 17 my mom cheated on him with a guy who looked 10 years younger than her when I found out he gave me a choice come with him or stay with my mother he left and said he'll come back an a hour to get my decision I was probably there thinking of this for an hour until he came back got all the cons and pros for my mother: can be a stuck up bitch never let's me do anything but at the same time is my mother Luke(StepDad): Is kind makes me feel special like I'm the only girl alive....... or so I thought at the moment I went with Luke we were happy we were more then happy we were great or was that only me because when that I graduated from school he left me the house we lived in had a note
"1,000 years can pass I'll never will forget you
I love u baby girl I always will be a good girl for daddy don't forget me I love you and always will till I die I'll come back but till than remember I LOVE YOU ."
I love you I remember saying that to him and I regret that I didn't come home earlier maybe this wouldn't of happened maybe if I didn't go to my graduation he'll still be here with me while I'm in his arms while he plays with my hair like he used to. Even though it's been years  I still remember him I still love him with all my heart how is that even possible he left me heartbroken he just left didn't answer my calls my text nothing I haven't heard from him from anything I went to his friends family if they knew anything got the same answer it's like he just disappeared I just can't seem to wonder if he left me for someone better for someone who's around his age someone that when he walks down the street people won't give them strange looks I started taking pills for my depression since I have no mother to talk about my problems since she cut all content with me when I decided to go with Luke I do have some friends but there normally not here because they have to go to college I did wanna go don't get me wrong college is great but because of my depression the doctors suggested that I don't go which only increased my depression since I wasn't with my friends anymore .

Sunday February 18 2018

Ok so I got everything I hope Nikkiiiiiiiii where are you V you do know that you don't have to scream out my name like a maniac yeah I know but what's the fun in that do u know what day today is no and I don't wanna know come on I can't believe you forgot your own birthday Nikki well it's nothing special to me it's just another day well not today because today we're going to New York to celebrate your birthday and we're staying there for a week you can't be serious oh girl for once in my life I am in deed verwy verwy serious:) fine I'll go YAYYYYY We need to start packing and pick out cute clothes and some hot ones to we're going clubbing girl!
The next day we arrive to New York and me and Val go to the hotel okay Nikki put on something that screams out cute but but hot at the same time okay k I can't believe I'm actually doing this right now
5:00 pm
So we arrives to a club which isn't all bad tbh it's just what I need right now to just drink away my problems like I always did when I had a stressful day at work come home be lonely so I take a shower than hit the club okay Nikki let's drink 1 hour later
Baby Girl Baby Girl I heard someone calling me that I felt scared because only Luke ever called me that but when I turned around to see who it was I was terrified sad because right when I turned around I saw Luke my StepFather
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This was published on 2/19/18
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