knj ;
sitting on the same place
again and again
i want to hear you
i want to touch your face
come back to me please
i don't know myself anymore
i don't know what happened
to the kim namjoon you've known
i don't know what happened to your lover that mourned over you
i don't know what to do
i have this fear of change
the fear of change that i will love another who is not named (you).
but i'm just another person.
another human.
i'll be having a hard time grasping on you in the future and maybe in a lifetime.
whenever i hear droplets of rain,
your image comes in my mind
i'm thinking about the sorrow
i'm thinking about the pain
but those aren't the signs of hatred and loathing.
it's a sign for me to become stronger.
there are moments that i thought our relationship is going down
but again,i was too blind
i never really told you on how i really felt before our intertwined hands became unraveled
YOU ARE READING
Waiting // knj (DISCONTINUED)
Poezja"I'm just human, I also get tired in waiting for you to tell me that you love me too."