Her Memories // E.D

She wont know

*Ethan's POV*

Today is the day. The day when Brooke finally gets home from the hospital. She's been there for more than a week and its killed me everyday. Not only her not knowing who I am but not knowing if she remembers Nick.

Please let her not remember him, please let him be a nobody to h-

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a honk outside my window. It was Brooke, well her parents. I asked them to honk when they passed my house so i could then go and visit her. I couldn't wait!

*Brooke's POV*

On our way home I stared out the window, looking at my surroundings. This all looked the same. I didn't forget where I lived!

*HONK*

'What was that for?" I asked my mom, the honk had startled me.

"Sorry dear, we were just letting Ethan know we were on our way home." she said.

Ethan, my bestfriend and the boy who I still don't remember...

I had to remind myself. I felt bad for not remembering him but how was I supposed too? I just hope I one day I do because he was so hurt that I didn't. I saw him crying the first night in the hospital, when we all found out I lost some of my memory. He was sobbing while Grayson comforted him. It honestly hurt to see him like that.

*arrived home*

When we got to my house I ran inside and jumped on my couch

ive missed my home

I then got up and ran to my room. I recognized almost everything, the one thing I didn't was my pictures. Some of them looked familiar and others I had no clue when, where, or who was in them. It kinda upset me because I was hoping they would help wake up my memory, but they didn't.

I then took a seat on my bed and just sat there and stared at my room. I looked at everything, all the makeup that was on my vanity, to every book on my book shelf, that is until I noticed I had 5 light blue journals. They were all the exact same, they all had my initials "BC" in gold lettering and they were all written in.

I grabbed all of them one by one and skimmed through. It was my journal, my diary, my life.

The first one started in September of 2013, I was in middle school then, and the last one took place... one week before the crash.

"Is there another one?" I asked myself.

I quickly took down all the books on my book shelf, hoping there was another one hiding behind the other books but there wasn't. I then looked in my drawers of my dresser and vanity but still nothing.

I was about to tear through my bed when Ethan walked in and interrupted me.

Shiz, i forgot he was coming.

* Ethan's POV*

When I walked up to Brooke's room she was going crazy and tearing up her room, it looked like she was looking for something.

"Hey Brooke!" I said but she didn't hear me.

"B?" I said again raising my voice slightly.

"Yo B!" I said a bit louder.

She shot up and looked at me with wide eyes. I think she forgot I was coming, that or I scared her.

"Oh hey E" She said and smiled trying to play it cool.

GOD I LOVED HER SMILE. It was so cute.

"Hey!... ummm, here" I said as I handed her the sunflowers I brought for her.

"Aww thanks E!" She said and took them.

"They're your favorite" I said. I didn't know if she remembered that.

"Yeah I know, I remember that" she chuckled

She remembered her favorite flowers but not her best friend? Maybe I wasn't her favorite person, maybe Gray was and that's why she remembered him.

//// next day//////

*alarm goes off*

"Ugh" I groaned.

I don't want to go to school today

I thought to myself and then it hit me. Today is the day Brooke goes back to school!

I honestly missed having her in math class. It sucked so much without her. The only thing that was good was that Nick hadn't been there for most of the week. I don't know why but I honestly didn't care. The less of him the better.

I quickly then got up and got ready. I threw on a basic black and gray striped tee and some blue jeans and a beanie because my hair looked like shiz.

I then jogged downstairs to see Grayson sitting at the table eating cereal and texting on his phone. It was probably Hannah, one of Brooke's friends. Her and Gray had kissed one night at party when playing truth or dare and ever since then they've been taking.

"Ooo is that a hot babe?" I asked messing with Grayson.

"Yeah, you know me the ladies man" He said laughing and putting his bowl away. Well it's true he was the ladies man out of us two. All the girls always liked him.

"Hey, are we going to remind her... of everything today?" Grayson asked me. I knew he was talking about Brooke and if we should reminded her about Nick and school.

"If she doesn't remember then no." I said back to him.

I didn't want her to know how much school sucked for her because of Nick. Whenever they would break up Nick would go to all his little popular friends and talk shiz about Brooke, then they would call her names or mess with her. She didn't tell us for the longest time until one day when we saw her get pushed into her locker by one of the girls that Nick always cheated on Brooke with. Me and Gray jumped in before it went any farther and broke it up. We then went home and made her tell us everything, come to find out she had been dealing with for almost a year. Since then we were there to protect her through everything.

"We can't tell anyone, E" Grayson said worried.
"Especially her."

"I know, so let's not talk about this anymore" I said and then ran upstairs to get my stuff. We had to go pick up Brooke on our way to school and I couldn't wait, a whole day with Brooke! It was sure to be amazing.

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Hi! Ok so I hoped you enjoyed and I'm sorry it was a bit boring but don't worry it's going to get so much better! Thanks for reading💜

-Brooke✌🏼💙.

Ps the picture is what E is wearing in this chapter