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CHAPTER ELEVEN: TENTH MONTH

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ELEVEN- TENTH MONTH
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Dear Shawn,

Ten months. It's been a while Shawn, but I still miss you. Press hasn't been so bad so far. We finished filming a month or two back, and it was finally time for press. The New York premiere is in a few days. I was so excited, yet so nervous.

I knew that you'd be supporting and reassuring me that everything would be fine. You were always good with that stuff. You had a way of forgetting your nerves, and transforming it into adrenaline when you performed. And I adored that. I'm sure all your fans did too.

They still miss you. There's tributes floating around the web everywhere. Photos and videos; messages; everything. It still brings tears to my eyes at the thought that you're actually gone. More and more tweets are being added to the hashtag #toandforshawn everyday. It's still trending around the world.

I ran into John Mayer the other day. He offered to buy me lunch so we could speak, as we hadn't spoken in so long. I didn't decline the offer though. We spoke for hours, about everything. You; the fans; everything. How much we missed you. I still miss you by the way.

Love,
Demi x