Chapter 34 (Jacks perspective)

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     I wanted to pound Ronnie. The piece of shit will pay. I fucking hate that guy. I can't hurt him though without getting hurt myself or getting in big trouble with his father. The principal was as much of a Jackass as him. I wanted to cry but Lizzie was in pain and I didn't want make things worse. He hit her and left marks from holding her to tight. The worst part is that she thought I was mad at her. How and why could I be mad at her. She was perfect and she did nothing wrong. I could not get it off my mind. At lunch I sat with Lizzie. She looked better he makeup wasn't smudged anymore and her face wasn't as red. Her eyes were still a bit puffy like she had cried before coming into the lunchroom.
     "Hi" she said with a voice you only hear after crying.
    "Are you ok" I asked her. Everyone else was having their own conversations.
     "Getting there" she said. Lizzie had always put up a wall between her and people. She tried to be as tough as possible but this broke that wall and broke her rough image she made for herself. It killed me to see her like that even though I know it's not good to have a wall between people Lizzie broke that wall with me. I liked that. She had a rough life and Ronnie made her life even worse. As her phone buzzed I was pulled out of my thoughts.  Her fake grin turned into a real frown.
    "What's wrong" I asked. She turned her phone to face me.
 
Dad:
     Hi Liz baby I wanted to tell you that I'm moving into Derry I know your pissed at me but I wanna make things right.
  
She looked at me pulling her phone back to her.
     "I'm gonna be here for you" I said as Finn interrupted us.
     "Hey Lizzie um look" he said nervous showing his phone to her. She immediately took it and stared at it with wide eyes.
      "What" I said. She looked up. I took the phone because her grip was loose.

Ronnie:
    I don't have Lizzie's number but tell her that she can really make a man feel something. I'll be at her house around 6.

     "Why do you have his number" I asked Finn.
     "We were friends until he was a dickhead" he said.
     "Jack." Lizzie's said sounding out of breath.
    "What" I said.
    "What are we gonna do" she said as tears filled her eyes.
     "I don't know." I feel terrible her dads back and Ronnie is being extra douchey.
     "If you don't mind me asking what happened" Finn asked. Lizzie said nothing she just nudged me to talk.
      "Ronnie locked her in the shed and tried to make out with her." I said with out hesitation.
     "Shit Lizzie we're here for you" Noah said.
     "Ya" Gaten added in.
    "JACK" Finn yelled pointing behind me causing me to turn around. There she was the first girl I had ever liked Ellie hiyar. Fuck. Shit. Why does god hate me. Fucccckkkkkkkk. Was all I could think.
     "I'm fucked" I said.
     "Yep you are" Finn replied. What the fuck am I going to to.

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