Rant

10:49pm Monday, January 15, 2018

Hullo people I have good news. So its story time. Grab your tea and get cozy.

So at our school we have to do this thing called iready (it sucks and everyone hates it with a fiery passion) well administration was like ha were going to make you guys sit still and do a two hour test. So I was doing this test and I decided ( because I'm awkward as heck and its middle school so why tf not) to write a note (yeah ik lame shut up) asking out this girl I've liked since 7th grade. She's really pretty, kind, caring, sweet, adorable, and just amazing all around. So I pass this note to my best friend who reads it and whispers that it sounds good. She then passes it to a girl in front of her who then passes it along to my crush. Well my crush, lets call her star, so star read it and scribbles an answer. She waits until the next day to give it me. She replies by saying maybe and I think we're better off as friends. So I sent her an email that said this:

Love hurts.
Love heals.
Love makes you crazy.
Love tears you down.
Love builds you up.
Love makes you cry.
Love makes you smile.
Love rejects.
Love accepts.
Love will break your heart.
Love will make your heart beat fast.
But what if you can balance it all.
Too much right?
Well I suppose love is a crazy feeling.
Sometimes you don't even know what love is.
Sometimes you can't do anything but express your love.
But why does love do this?
No one will ever know.
Because love is not something we can understand thoroughly.
We can show it.
We can say it. 
It sucks to be rejected.
But there will always be someone who deeply loves you.
There will be someone maybe you haven't meet who will love you deeply.
So please smile.
And if you need to cry.
Cry.
Because love will always do that.
But we can be strong.
We can move on.
You will find someone better.
YOU ARE WORTH LOVING.
DON'T DOUBT THAT.
Like I said.
Please smile.
And if you want to cry.
Cry.
But.
BE STRONG.
She then replied in all caps:
I SAID MAYBE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOT NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I replied by saying you also said that we would be better off as friends. She didn't reply so the next day I wrote another note saying that I was sorry. She asked why? And I said for everything. I knew where you stood with the whole relationship thing and yet I still did it. She said that it was on and that she has liked me the same way for a while now. I said well I want you to do whatever makes you happy and comfortable. She the said I honestly don't know why I'm not dating you. I said I don't know either but again I want you to do whatever makes you happy and comfortable. She said if we were to date could we take it slow i said  if course she said ok. I asked if that meant yes and she replied drum roll pleeeeeeeaaaseee.

Yes. I was and am so happy that I finally got the girl if my dreams and I'm so appreciative to have such a wonderful caring girlfriend.
Well that's all for tonight. Have wonderful dreams ir have a wonderful day/evening/morning guys

Over and out
~@greyisacat



(Ps this is us. I'm the one on the left)