Yaeri's POV
I left him, ignoring people who are looking at us. Some whispers that I am cheating on him and said that Im stupid to date someone else than him because he is good looking. I know he is good looking but he have no manner.
I return to the table and sit beside Chanwoo.
"What took you so long, noona?" Chanwoo asked.
"Nothing, lets just go home as fast as we can." I ask him to leave this place as soon as possible cause I can't bare looking at that jerk smriking infront of me.
"Why? Did something happen? Or do you feel uncomfortable?" He sounds worried.
"I just feel kinda uncomfortable. Is it okay? If you need to stay longer, I think I need to leave by myself first." I told him.
"Nah, it's okay even if we leave now. I'll just tell the hyung that you don't feel really well." He assured me.
Im sorry Chanwoo. I don't actually want to ruined your party, but I can't do this. Chanwoo stood up and told his "hyungs" that he need to go because I am not feeling well. When Chanwoo said that Junhoe look at me and smrik. That fucking smrik, wish I could rip it of for seconds.
Chanwoo takes me home and on the way to my house, he didn't ask me anything. I keep my eyes closed and pretend that Im not feeling really well. I heard him sigh and I feel really bad to him. I wanna ask him but if I ask him then he will know I am just pretending to be sick.
When we arrived. He wake me up "Nonna, we arrived." I open my eyes then look at him. He smiled. "Thankyou Chanwoo and sorry." I told him cause I really feel bad to him. "No no, I should be the one who thank you and please don't be sorry." He smiled again. This lil kid's heart is an angel heart, that makes me feel bad more. "Umm, Chanu ya. I will ask you something, please tell ms the truth. Okay?" I really wanna know why he sighed just now cause my brain won't tell me why he sighed. "Hmm, okay. But later, you need to answer my question too, okay?" He asked back. "Okay. Why did you sigh just now?" I asked and he froze. "Nothing, just wanna have a deap breath hehe" He laugh akwardly. "You sure?" I asked
"mmmm"
"Don't lie to me chanu, please."
"Alright. I just think that you are uncomfortable around me and what I have been trying to make you feel comfortable around me. I think I failed. Im just disappointed on myself. It's okay heheh"
"Aigoo, chanu ya. Why would you do that and feel disappointed on yourself. I don't feel comfortable in that place not around you. Why would I feel uncomfortable around you? You are like my lil brother. We meet everyday and work together. I already feel comfortable around you. Don't worry." I carresed his hair. He is so cutee ^^
" Noonaa~Can I ask you something?" He smiled.
"Sure"
"Do you love me?" He asked me and I know that he feels really nervous.
"N O" I answer with poker face.
"Oh, okay" He looks down
"Nah, Im just kidding. I love you." I smiled.
"Really? Will you date me?" He asked me with his eyes looking deep into my eyes.
"I..-"
He came closer to me in a very quick move and kiss my lips. I froze, I didn't kiss him back. He realized that stop kissing me. He sit back to his seat.
"Im-Im so-rry. I must have made you feel uncomfortable when I kissed you. Im so sorry. Nonna, mianheyo. Im really sorry. B-But, can you please answer my last question?" He look down. Feeling nervous to look at my eyes.
"Chanu-a, look at me." then he look at me with eyes full of worry and sorry.
"I love you. But, you are like my lil brother. I can't even look at you as a man. Im sorry. This might hurt your feelings but I need to tell you the truth. Im sure that you will find someone better than me. Come here, I'll give you a hug." I open my shoulder wide to hug him.
He smiled with his sad eyes amd hug me back. I kinda feel akward cause Im wearing a very thin dress.
"Thanks noona. I thought you might not want to talk or even look at me anymore." He whispered.
I got off from the car. So, did he.
"I will go now. Take care Chanwoo." I told him and walk to the door. He smiled and wave his hand at me. I smiled and get into the house.
I open the door and it was really dark. I turn on the light and there is a figure sitting on the couch in the living room.
"Oh god, you scared me!" I shouted
"Having fun in the car?" he smirked. fuck that smirk
"Not your problem, bitch" I rolled my eyes.
"You kissed amd hug someone infront of your fucking husband. Do you think thats not my problem?!" He get up from his seat and shouted at me.
"Are you really my husband? Then, do you ever think about me when you FUCK someone infront of me? or you could say your fucking wife?!" I shouted back at him and my tears start to roll down.
"That was the past" He still insist but his tone are much more softer than before. He must be feeling sorry.
"So? What is the different between the past and the present? Is there any different between us?" I asked him with my tears still flowing down. I don't know why I am crying. My heart just feels like it is breaking into pieces.
He becone silence after I asked him.
"Why are you not answering me? Answer me! Tell me!" I cried more.
He stand there with silence.
I feel so pissed of and walk away. He pulled my wrist and bacl hugged me. He puts his chin on my shoulder. I feel akward cause Im wearing a off shoulder dress. But I feel comfortable at the same time too. I froze, I can't do anything or even say anything to him. His breaths touch my shoulder and it tickles me. I could smell his scent.
It makes me remember of our wedding day. Where he said that he is going to love and take care of me infront of eyerone.
He is just a LIAR
My tears start to roll down my cheeks again when I remember that scene in my life. My tears touch his hand which is in my shoulder. He feels it and whispered something to me.
-tbc💙
This chapter is so long it takes more than 1000 word and it takes a long time to be done too. Im so sorry for the lonv wait. I was busy with school and stuffs. Thanks for the support and love that you guys show me. Don't forget to vote and comment. Love you~
