Koo Junhoe's POV
I was invited to a party and when I got there I saw Chanwoo was with someone. That someone was Kim Yaeri, my wife. They look like they are dating and my heart hurt alot. They smile to each other and things. I try to act cool and smrik infront of Yaeri even when my heart hurts so much when I saw she smile to Chanwoo. Chanwoo looks like he doesn't know anything about my relationship with Yaeri cause Yaeri and I agreed that we won't let people know that we are married.
Yaeri went to the restroom and I followed her. I waited her infront of the toilet. When she got out, I hold her wrist and ask her about her relationship with Chanwoo. I keep on smriking infront of her to show her that Im cool about her relationship with Chanwoo. But the result are not good. She slap me and I stood there dumbfounded. Some people are whispering something but I just ignored them.
When I got back to the table. I smrik to her again. Not long after that, Chanwoo told me and hyungs that he is going to leave first because Yaeri doesn't feel well. I smrik again. They left.
15 minutes after they left, I left too. I told them that I have works to do. When I get home, the house was still dark. It looks like Chanwoo doesn't drive really fast. I sat on the living room, being lazy to turn on the lights. Then I heard some cars sound and I look outside the windows. I saw Yaeri talking with Chanwoo. Chanwoo suddenly kiss her and I got really mad. Then she hugged Chanwoo too. What relationship do they actually have? Im so freakin curious and mad.
Yaeri got off the car and wave her hand to Chanwoo. Chanwoo left and Yaeri get into the house. When she turn on the lights, she saw me sitting in the dark. She scream out.
"You scared me!"
I am still mad and said "Is it fun to kiss and hug someone infront of your freakin husband?!" She keep on talking back to me and I talk back too. There is a word that she said which makes me feel sorry "Do you even care when you fucked somone infront of me?! Your freakin wife?!" She cried.
I can't answer her. My heart aches, it feels like being stabbed by thousand of knives and arrows. She cried more "Tell me!" I didn't move. I can't answer her at all. I feel like being an idiot and I must have hurt her feeling so much. She tried to leave but I pulled her wrist and back hugged her. I put my chin on her shoulder and I could smell her scent. She smells so good and I really love her scent.
I don't know why I did all of this. I have never done this to her before or even my ex.
I regret wasting our marriege. I was so stupid that time when we just got married. I don't even respect her at all at that time. I didn't realise how precious she is and hurt her feelings.
I don't understand myself at all. I used to hate her and see her as my lil sister's bestfriend but now I started to feel nervous around her.
What happend to me?
The day before this, I have been thinking about her when she got home and when she called on the phone with someone. I called Jinhwan hyung yesterday and told him everything but didn't mention who that girl is. He told me that I actually love her. Yesterday, I still didn't believe him. He laughed at me when I keep on denying that I don't love her.
But today, I think I love her. This is the first time it is hard for me to confess my feelings to a girl. I usually will go to the girl and tell her I like her. And girls usually will smile brightly at me.
But Yaeri is different from other girls out there. She never try to act cute or lovely infront of me. I love her because she is Yaeri. No reasons. I can't find out why I love her. My heart beat really fast when she smiled to me. My heart won't even beat that fast when I kissed my exes before.
She is driving me crazy.
"I LOVE YOU, KIM YAERI"
-tbc💙
This is the chapter I made to show how Junhoe actually feels cause I just realised that I have been writing from Yaeri's POV. Hope you guys like this chapter cause it might be kinda boring. Sorry if it is boring. But still, hope you enjoy it and sorry if there are many errors.
